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Rehearsal

Chapter 26:

Alex's POV

"I can't do this, I can't do this." I said aloud as I paced back and forth in my dads hotel room.

"Calm down!" He laughed.

"Calm down?? I can't calm down! And this isn't remotely funny, dad." I told him as I placed my hands in my hips standing in front of him.

"I know, I know I'm sorry." He bit his lip trying to hold back a laugh.

I sent a glare in his direction as I began to pace once again.

In only one hour I will have to face the one person who I have been ignoring for so long. Harry.

I did miss everyone though Zayn, Louis, Liam, and Niall.

I haven't spoken to Emily since I found out she had agreed to the tour.

I thought she was on my side, but of course I was wrong.

"What am I going to do??" I asked throwing my hands in the air.

"Alex, stop." My dad said standing up and placing a hand on my shoulder. "Listen, your going on tour for your FANS and to endorse and focus on your music career, not Harry."

I took a deep breath, "Yes, your right. This is for my music career and most importantly my fans. NOT Harry." I repeated his words.

He smiled, "good! I'll take your bags to the car, and I'll drop you off at your rehearsal."

I huffed, and nodded my head in agreement. This was going to be my first rehearsal with my band and the guys. I made the decision to just ignore Harry and just focus on singing, singing my one true love.

Just then my dad walks through the door smiling warmly at me.

"You ready, bug?" He asked.

"Ready as I'll ever be." I sighed, walking towards him.

***

"Alright Bug, we're here." My dad said as he pulled up to the rather large building.

I looked up at the building through the car window, as my heart began to race pounding against my chest.

"Alex? Are you okay? I said we're here." My dad placed his hand on my shoulder squeezing lightly.

I gulped and cowered down into my seat.

"I change my mind, I don't want t do this." I told him honestly.

"Alex, you can do this! You are strong!" He told me reassuringly.

I looked at him as I felt tears began to well up in my eyes, but I held them back.

"What if I can't?" I asked.

"Alexandria you are a Radke." He smiled, "so I know you can."

I smiled at him, "thanks, dad"

"Now get in there or your going to be late!" He laughed.

I joined him, "okay, I CAN do this." I smiled. Even though deep down I knew I can't.

I opened the car door and gave my dad a quick hug before walking towards the entrance door.

Once I entered I walked up the long stairs to the second door where I could hear music playing and talking.

Once I reached the got to the door where the music an talking was coming from.

I gulped, then pushed the door slowly adjusting my gym bag on my shoulder that held a change of clothes, a towel, brush, hair bands, water bottle the essentials for a rehearsal.