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We'll be fine

Emily's POV

When I wake up from the epidemic of last night, I feel so much better. I know now that Niall won't hurt me. But for a split second I saw him as a monster. That really scares me. I enjoy the last few minutes of Niall's warmth around me till we have to get up for rehearsal. Alex and Harry have already left and Niall and I jump on my bike and set out for the arena.

When we arrive, Niall and I separate into our dressing rooms. I walk in and there's flowers on my table with make up. I perk up thinking its from my dad. I walk up to look at the flowers, realizing in between the red roses are knives. I say "what the fuck" and look at the card. It says "use these to kill yourself and go to hell already. With love from Kelsey :)" I start to tear up, what kind of people do this. Then I have a small pack edge on my table also. I have no idea why I didn't notice it before. I open it to see a noose, with another not that says "kill yourself so I can be with Niall already :D" I start to fall backward and land on the ground with tears in my eyes. I can't believe how heartless people can be. Tossing around suicide like its nothing but a joke.

I gain my composure and get dressed for rehearsal. I throw the "gifts" in the trash. I act like nothing happend. I can tell something is up with Alex, but I don't ask. If she wanted to tell me she would. She probably can tell something is wrong with me too. After our song, Niall snakes his arms around my waist asking me where I want to eat lunch. I pause and say "I think I'll cook for you, I think you could use a home cooked meal." He smiles and says "I didn't know you could cook Emily, well let's go see how good you are."

We head back to the hotel room. Niall sits down with Harry and Alex in the other room to watch "How I Met Your Mother". I can hear them laugh as I prepare lunch. I make them home made chili. As I'm putting it into bowls, I hear a knock on the door. I answer it and two girls splash me with three gallons of fake blood, screaming " stay away from Niall santanic freak" then they run away. I walk to the bathroom, to wash the blood off my face. I wipe it off and start to cry. Why are they doing this? I ask myself. I put a smile on my face, as I serve the chili.

Niall, Harry, and Alex say the all love it. Niall says I should cook more often. He smiles and he eats it, watching tv. I'm not focused on the tv. My head is swarming with all the hate I'm getting. Why do these girls want me dead? Just because I'm dating there idol. Why? My only question.

My night was pretty much event less. I wake up like always and go to rehearsal. But as I enter my dressing room, my heart drops. I have so much mail. I open every one. They all consist of a hate note and some sort of razor blade or knife. I count ever piece of mail, 134. 134 people hate me and even more. I can't believe all these people want me dead. I feel like I'm back at in junior high. Everyone hated me and thought if be better off dead. My dad kept me going though, tell me I destined for greatness. But my dads not here with me to pick me up. I put all the letters, the remains of the flowers, and the noose in to a box knowing what I have to do.

That night I became really distant from everyone. As soon as Niall is sleeping soundly, I creep out of the room, and into the bathroom. I pull out a pen and write, I say

" I love you all. Niall I thought we were going to live happily after ever. I'm sorry I'm leaving you like this. Alex you saved me once, there is no saving me now. At least I got what I finally wanted. Niall I love you with all my heart but I'm better off dead, just read all the letters and notes I got. There at me feet. I hope your fans are happy now. I hope one of them gets to live happily after ever with you. I love you with all my heart, but I'm better off some where else right now. Ill see you guys here soon, where ever I may be. For the last time bye.

With love

Goodbye forever,

Emily Lilian Vanity "

As I finish I'm crying, I wisper "I love you forever Niall" then with my razor I slice vertically both my wrists. Ill bleed out by morning. Ill be dead here. I hope the fans are happy. I'm loosing consciousness. All I see is the blood everywhere. I see the door open as I slip out of reality for the last time. I think to myself "goodbye world".

Niall's POV

I feel Emily get out of bed, I thought she was just going to the bathroom. When she wasn't back in twenty minutes I went to check on her. I open the unlocked door, to see the scariest sight I've ever seen. My angel was dying, she was trying to kill herself. I start crying, I call 911. I wrap my shirt around her wrist to stop the bleeding. But in minutes it's soaked through. The paramedics are going to be here soon. I'm covered in her blood. I scream " Alex get out here!! We need to go to the hospital!" She walks out complaining and asking why, then she sees Emily. She starts to cry, saying no not again!! I don't know what that's about, but I'm too focused on saving Emily. Alex picks up her letter and the box.

Then the ambulance arrives, they put Emily on a stretcher, saying for her to stay with them. When we get outside, the paparazzi is waiting for us. The pull me aside asking what's going on I say with her blood all over me " someone caused this" and I walk away and get in the ambulance with Emily and Alex. Alex still had the box and letter with her. We get to the nearest hospital, they pull Emily out and rush her to the back. I try to follow, but they stop me.

As Alex and I are waiting to hear from the doctor, the other lads show up. They ask what's going on, I say to them with tears streaming down my cheeks saying "Emily tried to kill herself". They stare at me in disbelief. They help sort through the box Emily left us. I am horrified by what I see, I'm crying, Alex is crying, the lads are crying. We are all shocked how heartless these people are. And on top of all the sick things, these are my fans. Alex opens a smaller box and gasps and throws it. Harry picks it up and picks something out of it. It's a noose , I cry as Harry reads the horrific note. How could my fans do this to her. I'm still crying as the doctor approaches. The doctor asks if I'm her boyfriend I say yes. She looks at me. Then says....

Will Emily live to see the next day?

What is Niall going to do about his fans?

What does Alex mean when she says "no not again", has this happend before?

What Alex going to do about Zayn?

More coming really soon!

XOXOXO

Emily