Far Away (BTS Hybrid Au)

Going Home

Eun-Jae's pov

I rubbed my arms in a soothing manner, trying to calm my nerves as I sat in the car. Just before we left the hospital, the doctor gave me anti-anxiety meds to help keep me from having a panic attack in the car. It wasn't that I was scared to be in the car at all, I was fine with that. What scares me is the possibility of us getting into an accident, a bad one and me possibly losing my brother's and best friends like I lost my parents. That's what terrified me the most, Jackson and I were lucky enough that the cars didn't collide and we didn't get into an accident. Now, that I think about it, he hasn't come to see me since we were in this near accident. Although, Jin-young and my cousins did come visit me along with Sehun, Suho and Baekhyun. Baekhyun threw himself all over me, yipping and crying happily as he scented me. Chen only laughed, while Kyungsoo tried to keep him from doing too much. At the moment, I was currently squished in the middle row of my car, sitting in between Hoseok and Namjoon. They had been very restless since I was discharged from the hospital, Jimin and Jungkook were so stressed that the two shifted into their animal forms which prompted Jin to keep them both at home. Xiumin got into the driver's seat, while Chen was in the passenger's seat. He had been very silent for the trip home, it was about a two hour drive to get back to my house from the hospital. It worried me with the silence he was giving me and I could see that even Chen was a bit uncomfortable with Xiumin's silence. He never usually gave someone the silent treatment, unless he was absolutely angry or about to get emotional about what event took place. This was something that he did after he had that huge fight with Mom and Dad, Chen even opted to try and speak to him about it and he immediately snapped at him. I felt a big, warm hand wrap around my small one. I looked up at Hobi, who gave me a light smile, his eyes indicating that he was telling me that everything was alright. I gave him a slight smile, before turning away to look forward.

"Jae," My eyes found Xiumin's, connecting as I looked up at the rear view mirror.

"Yes?"

"You are going to therapy," I opened my mouth to argue but I could see the look in his eyes change, he wasn't going to take no for an answer. "I don't want any arguments from you... Just go to one session, and if you don't like it, we can find something else to help you with the panic attacks. I don't want you to keep dealing with this and each time, you could possibly end up in the hospital again.. I.. I just want to help you, Jae." He shifted his grey eyes forward, looking at the road.

"Okay,"

It wasn't long before we got back home, for some reason, I felt even more nervous to face the rest of the boys. It seemed that Namjoon sensed my hesitation of heading inside, he came over to me and grabbed my hand. "Everything will be alright, Pup. They will not judge you for having panic attacks, they are just worried about you. Please don't think we would ever think less of you because of your anxiety." His brown eyes softened, as he pulled me closer to him. "Okay." Was all I could say in response. I was happy about the reassurance that I had gotten from him but I still felt very vulnerable, which I never liked feeling. Namjoon rubbed my back, rubbing circles with his palm and kissed the top of my head. After staying like this for a few minutes, I got the courage to head inside the house. With Namjoon and Hobi standing on either side of me, I unlocked the door and took a deep breath before turning the knob. I took a step inside and the first thing I saw, was a large body come bounding towards me. I let out a small squeal as I was swept off of my feet by warm arms, the stripey tail belonging to the individual swishing fervently behind him. "Cub, I missed you so much. I was so worried, I -" He sniffles, burying his face in my neck as he put me down on my feet. "It's okay," I wrapped my arms around Taehyung, patting his back soothingly. He snuffled, his arms moving to my waist as he just held onto me. "Hey, stop hogging her, Tae." I stood on my tippy toes, peeking over his shoulder as I saw Jin and Yoongi standing just a few feet away. Taehyung only whined, making Hobi and Namjoon chuckle but he let go eventually. Jin immediately came over and pulled me into a large hug, kissing the top of my head and took in my scent. Yoongi came behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and buried his face into my neck also taking in my scent.

"I know that you're worried that we might perceive you differently because of your panic attacks but I can tell you that we won't. We would never perceive you differently from how we always have viewed you. You are our best friend, our mate, our meaning to keep going, you are everything to us, Little one. Don't ever forget that." Tears came to my eyes as Jin said that, I held him tightly and buried my face in his chest. I heard a soft meow, pulling away from Jin, I looked down as I felt Jimin brush up against my leg. "Hi, Jimin." I bent down and picked him up, holding him tightly in my arms as he continued meowing in my arms. He rubbed his face on mine, purring as I stroked his multi-colored fur.

"Where's Jungkook?" I looked over at Yoongi, who sighed and shook his head. "He locked himself in Tae's room. He won't come out, I think he feels guilty for letting you leave the cafe and then you nearly got into an accident and ended up in the hospital." He explained, I let out a sigh and placed my head against Jimin's. "I'll go talk to him." I went to put Jimin down but he dug his claws into my shirt, hanging by his front paws. "Oh come on, Jimin. I'll be right back, I have to go talk to Jungkook. I'll be back, I promise." He only meowed in protest, making me sigh and scoop him up in my arms again.

"Alright, you can come with me." He rubbed his against my neck, making me smile softly and I made my way towards their room.

"Jungkook, open the door. It's me. I wanted to talk to you." I heard shuffling in the room, Jimin meowed lightly, pawing at the door for Jungkook to open. I heard light footsteps come towards the door, the lock clicked as he unlocked the door. I turned the knob, holding Jimin in one arm and opened the door, stepping inside.