Far Away (BTS Hybrid Au)

Jimin's apology

Eun-jae's pov

After breakfast, Yoongi had left to go to work. Namjoon had left to cover a shift at the bookstore since Jackson had asked him too, while Taehyung and Jungkook decided to go out to the mall to get new clothes. Hoseok had gone out with Jin to go grocery shopping, leaving me in the house with Jimin. They were still concerned with Jimin getting out of his room, so Jin told me to stay put in either his or Hoseok's room. Knowing that I was stuck in here sucked, and I wouldn't be able to finish my last paper. Thank god, Jungkook had remembered for me though. Before he and Tae left, he brought me my laptop and Tae brought a change of clothes in case I wanted to shower. I was sitting on the bed in Hoseok's room, finishing up the paper when I felt a strange emotion rush over my body in waves. I felt a strange urge, one that was basically calling me to go to Jimin. I stopped typing and looked up at the ceiling, trying to focus my hearing on Jimin. His room was second on the right hand side right next to mine. Yoongi's door was on the left side of the hallway, right across from mine and Jimin's. I could hear small thuds coming from upstairs, I shifted my eyes back down to the clock as it read late in the morning. I resumed typing, finally finishing my paper and turned it in. I then decided to check in on Jimin since he hadn't eaten for a while, so I got up and headed to the kitchen. I made him a simple breakfast, knowing that whenever he got his heat, he liked to eat light. He either hardly ate or he would eat lightly, usually Yoongi would bring him food. He actually forbade me from feeding Jimin while he was on his heat, he didn't want him to accidentally harm me. Even Hoseok had warned me that Jimin could get a bit aggressive with others, which worried me for Yoongi and Hoseok's case. They usually were the ones dealing with him, when his heat came. Hoseok wasn't as aggressive as Jimin, but he does become angry and spiteful. Yoongi is the one who handles Hoseok, knowing that him and Jimin don't get along. I quietly headed up the stairs and when I got towards my room, I stopped in my tracks. If the boys were home, they would have dragged me right back downstairs. Possibly have even locked me away so that they wouldn't have to worry about Jimin hurting me again. I took a moment, before heading over to his door. "Kit?" Jimin's voice rang out, he must have heard me coming up the stairs.

"Yeah, it's me."

"Why are you up here?" You shouldn't be anywhere near me.. I.. I hurt you this morning.." He lowered his voice, "Jimin." I sighed, when he didn't say anything else. I knew he felt guilty and angry with himself for what happened, "It's okay. Honestly, I'm not angry with you about what happened. I just didn't expect it to happen. I promise I'm not angry." I smiled lightly, resting my head against the door. I wasn't angry with him and I didn't blame him for anything, in my eyes, this was really the first time Jimin had done this. "It's not okay, Jae. I shouldn't have touched and held you down like that against your will." He said, his tone hardening which made me sigh sadly. "I know they told you about the eight of us being mates. I.. I wanted to tell you that you were my mate but I held back because I didn't know how you would feel." He said, his footsteps moving away from the door. "I accepted Jimin. I know that right now, your heat is probably stronger because I am your mate.. But please.. Don't push me away.. I don't want you to do that." I said in a low voice, but he didn't say anything. I looked down at the food, ignoring the feeling to knock down the door and hug him. "I made you some breakfast. I'll leave it out here for you to eat, okay?" I didn't hear anything and sighed, I put the plate down in front of the door. I walked away from his room, but only got two steps before I was grabbed by the arm and pulled back. Jimin softly pushed me against my bedroom door, trapping me against it as his hands went to either side of my head. He leaned in closely, his lips brushing past mine slightly. His soft lips connected with mine, his kiss slow and sweet. I felt myself being pulled more into the desire, but I knew that it would cause issues if I gave in. When the kiss almost became too intense, he pulled back and hovered over me with some distance between us so he could keep me away. When his eyes met mine, I was shocked to see the tears in his eyes. I went to touch his face but he pulled back, as if he was afraid of being touched. It broke my heart the moment he moved back like that, his eyes sparkled with tears as he looked at me.