Far Away (BTS Hybrid Au)

Apologies

Eun-Jae's pov

I woke up, rolling onto my side as I felt the soft sheets underneath me. I don't understand.. How did I get here? I blinked as the sunlight shined through the curtains in my room, I let out a small yawn and sat up, rubbing my eyes. I knew they were red and puffy from the crying I had been doing, but I didn't care. I looked at my hand, remembering what I had woken up to and sighed. Damn it. How could I yell at them at like that? Jungkook and Tae literally flinched when I yelled, and not even Jimin and Yoongi have seen me so angry with them. No doubt with their exceptional hearing, they heard me crying in here. I ran my fingers through my hair, sighing as I brought my knees up to my chest. I looked over at the clock seeing that it was around one in the afternoon. Damn, I slept for a long time. At times like these, I just wanted nothing more than to curl up in my Mom's arms and just fall asleep to her playing with my hair. Mom had this calming effect on me whenever I was upset, she would run her fingers through my hair and scratch my scalp. She would whisper soothing words to me and just hold me close, which made me calmer. I really missed her hugs and kisses. She actually developed this technique and had used it one Xiumin when he was little, as it was the only way to get him to stop crying. She basically used this maneuver on all four of us, since it was her only way of calming us down when we got this upset. The last time I had gotten a hug from her or Dad was the day of their death, we were all together when it happened. I still have nightmares about what really happened that day, but I never once told Jimin or Yoongi. I didn't want them to pity me or treat me like I was a porcelain doll, that never sat well with me. I'm the type of girl who usually stood up for herself, but there were times where I wanted someone to be my bodyguard.

And lucky for me, I had Jimin and Yoongi. Even the others would get protective of me when it came to Baekhyun, Sehun or even Suho. Or just other people in general, Yoongi always growled at people if they got too close to me in stores, especially if they were men. It reminded me a bit of my Dad in a way, because he practically acted like a body guard for Mom and I when we were out together. Dad never liked to use violence against others, he only ever used it in situations that prompted that. Like that day, when they died. Mom, on the other hand, was a strong, beautiful, independent woman who stood her ground. She never backed down from a fight easily, which is why I admired her so much. Xiumin had always spoken so highly of Mom, up until the large argument that had spurred between him, Dad and Chen. That was the last time, Chen and Xiumin spoke highly of our parents which made me sad. If i'm going to be honest, I wish the three of them were here now. Adjusting to life without your parents is incredibly hard, there are still so many things that they needed to teach me before I fully entered the world as an adult. Sadly, the only person who could remotely even do that was Uncle Dae-Sung, and I didn't trust him one bit. Even with him trying to change our relationship, so that we now got along, I still didn't trust him.

I heard a small knock at my door, but I didn't say anything as I just stared at my sheets. The door creaked open but I didn't bother to look up at who had walked in, I heard shuffling of feet before pale hands touched mine. I felt a dip in the bed, as a jet black tail came into view. My eyes trailed up, meeting the soft dark brown eyes that I had found myself falling in love with. Yes, I found myself falling in love with all of my hybrids.. I knew that most hybrids had romantic relationships with their owner, but it scared me to feel this way. What if Yoongi, Jimin and the others didn't feel the same way I did about them? That would break my heart and could possibly break our bond, and that is something I never wanted to happen.

"I... I'm not good with words... So, I'm sorry if I sound like I don't mean it but please know that I do mean it.. With all of my heart, I mean it. I'm sorry." My eyes slightly widened as he said that and tears filled my eyes, I could see the pain in his eyes. He truly felt upset at the whole situation, I didn't often see this behavior in him. "I shouldn't have let my anger get the best of me and take it out on the house.. I'm sorry that I broke all of the stuff in both rooms and most of all, I'm sorry that I broke the picture frame and said that it wasn't a big deal. I know that you lost them. And it has not been easy. I know how hard it's been on you, Kitten. I shouldn't have broken it. I'm so sorry, that I was being such a dick to you. I can understand if you wouldn't want me anymore.. But I just have to know... Can you forgive me for what I've done, Kitten?" He asked and I stared at him for a bit, he shifted nervously under my gaze. I moved forward, throwing my arms around his neck which caught him off guard but he hugged me back. "Of course, I forgive you, Yoongi. I will always forgive you." I shoved my face into his neck, hugging him tightly. "Please, don't ever think I would just give you away. When I adopted you and Jimin, I meant that. I'm not ever giving you up like that. Not for anything. And if someone tries to take you away, I will fight them until I couldn't no more." I said, hugging him tightly. Yoongi smiled, he sniffed my neck and then scented me. Then I felt something wet swipe across my neck, causing me to shiver and I went to pull back but Yoongi held me in place.

"Yoongi, what are you doing?"

He didn't say a word, but continued what he was doing causing me to squirm in place. Purrs left his throat, as he continued to lick my neck and then he did something unexpected. I froze in my spot, when he kissed my neck. The nerves in my chest fluttered and a blush appeared on my face, as I held Yoongi.

"I love you, Kitten." He whispered, as he buried his face into my neck.

"I love you too, Yoongi."

My door opened and I saw Jimin walked, his ears were flattened and his tail was drooping. "Jimin?" I asked, "I... I came to apologize.. I'm sorry that I caused a fight. I'm sorry that we broke stuff and destroyed the house. I'm so sorry that I was the reason that Hyung broke your picture frame. Can you please forgive me, Kit?" He kept his eyes on the floor, as he swayed his tail gently. "Of course, I forgive you, Chim Chim." He looked up at me, tears in his eyes. "You do?" He asked, his voice wavering.

"Chim, I will always forgive you. You know that. No matter how mad I get at you, no matter how much we argue and drive each other nuts, I will always forgive you. Come here." Jimin came over to me, getting on the bed and flung himself at me. I wrapped my free arm around him, holding his close as I felt him kiss my neck. Warm feelings spread throughout my body, as Jimin continued to kiss my neck and Yoongi did too. This was one of those rare moments that Yoongi and Jimin got along when they both would shower me with affection, usually one gets jealous of the other and they fight. "Boys," They both looked up at me, as I held them close. "I will always forgive you. You both were my first hybrids and I'm never going to let anything ruin what we have. Even if we are all angry with each other, I will never give either one of you up for anything. You know that, right?" They both nodded, as they hugged me tightly. Suddenly, my stomach growled ruining the moment. I blushed furiously, as Jimin started laughing and Yoongi just chuckled lightly.

"Let's get you some food. Jin hyung made lunch."