Far Away (BTS Hybrid Au)

Comfort & Lies

Eun-Jae's pov

We heard movement and then the door opened, my eyes meeting Namjoon's and my heart broke when I saw his red blotchy eyes. His tears tugged at my heart, all I wanted to do was just throw myself at him and never let him go. I never realized how horrible the separation of mates was until this moment, I never felt this bad before but something changed. Maybe it had to do with the fact that Jin had marked me and Joon hadn't, maybe it was because of how close I was to him. "Felix, what are you doing? She can't be here." He looked at Felix, he looked confused. "She misses you, Hyung. And she didn't want to tell anyone about it. So I brought her to you. Take care of her for tonight, I'll make something up in the morning when everyone asks." Felix walked away and headed back downstairs, "Pup, why are you crying?" Namjoon reached up and touched my face, wiping my tears. "Because I missed you so much that it hurts." He immediately pulled me into the room and closed the door behind us, locking it. "I've missed you too, Pup." He said, hugging me tightly. I took in his warmth, holding him tightly as Namjoon just took in my scent. I didn't want to let him go, "Pup, I know that you've missed me. I've missed you too, but—" He pulled back from me, I looked up at him with teary eyes. "Don't make me leave, please, Namjoon. Don't make me leave. I don't want to go back to being trapped in my room with Jin, he's been so possessive and territorial that I've hardly been able to actually be with anyone else. Please, let me stay." I pleaded, Namjoon looked me right in the eyes. "I can't sleep anymore, I can hardly eat. And it's because you're not there." A tear fell down my cheek, Namjoon brought his hand to my face and wiped my tear with his thumb. My body felt alive with his touch, I only craved more. His eyes stayed locked on mine and I knew each second that we were standing here together, we were going to give into the mate pull.

"Oh, Pup. I.. I have to say I've been feeling the same way. It's been so hard being in here without seeing you or touching you.. Just having you here now," He took in a deep breath, I could tell he was trying his best to stay calm. I couldn't take it anymore, I grabbed Namjoon's face and stood on my tippy toes, crashing my lips to his. He immediately gave into the kiss, giving me as much passion and love as I was. He tapped my legs and I jumped up, wrapping them around his waist as he didn't break the kiss. He backed us up, my back hitting the bed softly as he stuck his tongue in my mouth. He pulled away peppering kisses down my neck, his tongue swiping over the mark that Jin made. I gasped as I felt my body grow hot, he kissed the mark softly and chuckled when I shivered in pleasure. "Is it okay to mark you?" He asked, making eye contact with me. "Yes, mark me." Without wasting a second, Namjoon attacked my neck and started kissing random spots as he was looking for the spot to his. I let out a breathy moan when his tongue swiped over a patch of skin near the left side of my collarbone, "Just bear with me for a moment, this will hurt." I sucked in a deep breath as Namjoon's canines pierced my skin, I let out a small whimper. When he pulled his canines out, he licked the wound clean and pleasure flooded my body. I let out a soft moan as his tongue passed over the fresh mark, his hands traveled down my body as he kissed up my neck and jaw. He brought his lips to mine, pulling me into a passionate kiss. The kiss grew even more heated as Namjoon swiped his tongue over my bottom lip and I let him in, our tongues touching. He let out a satisfied groan as my hands traveled up to his hair, the two of us locked in a very heated make out session. As things got more heated, clothes started coming off and were strewn across the floor and furniture.

Namjoon is very skillful with those large hands of his, both of us could not get enough of each other but I knew that sleeping with him would most likely hurt Jimin, Jungkook, Tae and Jin. "We have to stop," I panted heavily, "I know... It's just so hard," Namjoon groaned, he let out a playful growl and nipped at my ear making me giggle. He pulled me into another kiss, this one filled with love and passion. Let's just say the two of us couldn't stop from touching one another and it got extremely heated.

The next morning...

I was startled awake when I heard a loud bang echo from down the hallway, I quickly sat up and noticed that Namjoon was growling at the door. He sat at the edge of the bed, looking very tense and upset. From outside, I could hear shouting from downstairs. "How could you let her see him?!!! Don't you remember how feral he acted just three days ago?!!" Han shouted, "It doesn't matter that he was like that! It was three days ago! Eun-Jae has been suffering in silence being separated from Namjoon. She wasn't like that with the others because she had been with them around the time they started their ruts. But she wasn't with Namjoon, in fact, Jin thing separated her from all of them to keep her for himself. She was suffering and I hated seeing her so upset, so I took her to see Namjoon. What they did is their business, not ours. So back off, Han." Felix argued.

"Namjoon?"

"Everything's alright, pup. Go back to sleep." He answered.

"Okay.."

I laid back down hoping that he was right, but I had a feeling deep down that things in the house were only going to get more complicated.