THE BEAST ONLY LOVE

EPILOGUE

She's so familiar.

Tinali ko ang kamay niya sa head board, she shouted but hell she's look like a living doll. Plus her eyes... her eyes looked familiar.

In the middle of the night I called Jared because I'm so thirsty to know her name.

"It's 1am asshole!"

"What's her name?" agad kong tanong. Tinawanan niya lang ako na parang ang tanga-tanga ko.

Gago!

"Say please first."

"Tell me her name or I will tell your wife that you are fucking a random sluts." I threatened.

"Fuck you! Her name is Sania Maurine Alvez." He shouted.

Maurine...

"Yeah dude. It's her." Parang alam na niya ang nasa isip ko kanina pa. I cursed, and brush my hair using my fingers.

"Good luck." Sabay baba ng tawag.

Agad akong bumalik sa kwarto ko at nakita siyang tulog na. Alam kung nangangalay na ang mga kamay niya at masakit na. I got mad to myself kaya agad ko iyon hinubad.

I put a blanket on her and caresses her cheek.

"Damn baby, you're a fucking spy." Mangha kong bulong. I chuckled ajd kissed her forehead.

"What happened, my agape? I thought you want to be a flight attendant, hm," I know she won't respond because she's asleep. But damn I missed her so much.

I want to kissed her.

"I'm not your kuya anymore. I will marry you, I will be you husband."

I kissed her forehead one last time before leaving the room, gusto ko siyang tabihan pero baka sumigaw ito pagkagising at akusahan akong rapist.

Maaga kaming nagising ng mga bata at ginawa ang dapat gawin. I burnt her yacht. I know she will sees it, and I know see will be angry and no one knows I'm desperate, she will not leave me again.

Maurine is a vixen, she say what she wants to say and hell if she hurts you. And she's scary.

A month with her is glorious. Kahit mainitin ang ulo niya kahit pala mura siya, I still love her. So much.

I know something is wrong with her, ayaw niyang tinatawag siyang Maurine but she always introduce herself to everyone as Maurine noon. She can hide her pain in everyone but not to me. I can see it in here blue eyes, the pain she's been hiding for. It was lifeless so different from the girl I met many years ago.

So I tried. I tried to make her feel that I'm here and I will never leave her. I love her so much.

Akala ko habang nasa syodad kami ayos lang ang lahat. She will never leave me again. But things happened. Her friend is missing and I know Sania, she's going to find her friend no matter what. So I took a chance, I know she will do everything, so I let her told me what happened.

I'm an asshole for insisting her to tell me, but if she continue keeping it to herself she will be hurt. And that's the last thing I will do, I wanted to take it all, but the only thing I can do is to stay by her side.

She did everything so no one can see her true feelings, she's alone, hurt, broken. She keep telling her self that she's fine but the truth is she's not.

She's the most brave and amazing woman I've ever met. She badly want to get away with the pain so she pretend. But I know.

"My s-stepfather sexually assaulted me!"

I want to kill her stepfather. She cried to hard, telling out the pain she carry for so many years, the memories she wants to forget.

The next day she left. I know she will, and I know she will come back, hindi ko lang alam na matatagal siya kaya pinahanap ko siya, I don't fucking care about my company anymore. I just want to find her. My Maurine, my baby, my wife.