Diary of a Villainess

Dear future self

His tongue opened my lips and explored them greedily as his hands undressed me and made me moan from his touch on my body. I wasn't as patient and ripped his shirt apart. He chuckled. "You seem deprived of some deep intimacy."
"Are you not?" I answer. He picks me up and throws me onto his bed as his lips start exploring every inch of my body. My moan grows loader and ends in a begging. I want more. He's keeping me waiting on purpose. I threaten: "I might break the deal if you don't satisfy me already."
He smirks. "You like giving orders honey." He counterattacks as he lowers his fully undressed body onto mine.
I gasp as he pushes himself into me. Deep and strong. I almost cry out. He's so good. What a shame I will only have one night with him.
More impatiently he penetrates, giving me no time to breath as he kisses me intensely.
I remember falling asleep that night and waking up when the sun showed itself. Time to say goodbye. I wake up the muscular male next to me. He only moans. "Just stay with me."
Listen you egoist. I have no fucking choice. "I can't. Pick up your weapon East. I will not go easy on you." He obeys and gets dressed. Ten minutes later we meet in the back of the village."Where are you from and what exactly do you want to accomplish by killing me honey?" He asks seriously. "I am a killer from Kallistine city. I was assigned to assassinate you in order to earn my living there." I simply respond. His eyes widen. "You're one of them..." He answers even more seriously. I pull out the sword. Judging by the way I'm holding it, Easton grins amused. "Why would you chose a weapon that you can't handle?" He asks. "I've never tried it so I don't know if I can't handle it. Besides, you're using a sword as well. This is only fair." He laughs and attacks. I can hardly block with my sword and fall on my back. I get up again to dodge his next attack. I can't get out of the defense like this. Damn. He strikes my hand and I drop the sword as blood drops onto the blade. I should give up on it. All I can do now is dodge and wait for an opportunity to strike back. I haven't really received a lot of training in fighting. I can only make use of natural sensitive reflexes and senses that give me enough speed to fight against normal soldiers. However he isn't a normal soldier. He finds an opening in my defense. Shit I'm dead. He approaches me with his sword when he suddenly freezes. Blood drops down from his head. My sword has moved on its own and pierced his head. He falls on his knees and stops breathing. I pull out the weapon to see something embordered on the metal. "Keria" I startle. I've read this name before. I whisper towards the sword: "So your name is Keria? You're a demonic sword, right?" The dark energy around the weapon flickers. I quickly grab the diary and search... Found it. It's written in there: "My cursed weapon Keria remembers..."
This is the sword of the owner. It absorbed my blood so it is technically my sword. That means... The writer of this book is a future version of myself?
There are a couple of pages in the beginning that I left out because I thought it would be irrelevant so I read them now.
"Tris will not survive at this rate. I need to do something."
Oh my god. What the hell is happening??? I continue: "Why was I gone losing my vcard while they were capturing him. I need to get him out of there."
Does that mean Tristan is in danger? I shiver... I need to go back to Kallistine as fast as possible.

I was running and stealing horses. I wanted to check on him quickly. After one night I was already back in the barrier. As I was hurrying to the chamber I saw those who had accomplished or rather failed their missions and the four of them who got whipped. I grab one of them by the neck and almost yell : "Where is Tristan?" He shakes his head in fear. Damn. I run outside towards the river. But no one is there either. I think loudly. "He cannot be far away, right?"
I notice a hand on my shoulder as I turn around, ready to fight I see those deep green eyes and almost faint in relief. My friend. He's OK. "Why are you throwing a fit? Was the mission not exhausting enough? You-"
He was stopped by my sudden embrace. "I have missed you Tris." I whisper in his ear. He slowly returns the hug. "I have missed you too." He answers before taking my hand to inspect the bracelet. It has turned slightly orange. "Well done princess." he praises me while patting my head. Am I a child in his eyes? Whatever. There is someone I need to see today. I wave at Tris as I make my way towards the castle. Guards are placed beneath regular killers so this should be fine. I approach one of them and ask: "I need to talk to the supreme killer. Would you please show me the way?" He nods and I follow him towards a bunch of cherry blossom trees. Miya really has an eye for beauty. Her mansion is just as pretty. I tell the guard to leave as I explore the beautiful garden. Suddenly there is a voice behind me.
"You're back earlier than expected, trophy." I turn around to see my devil like mentor in front of me. "I greet you, highest killer." I smile. She nods and tells me to follow her inside. As we sit down in one of the rooms she tells her servant to prepare treats. "What do you want to talk about?" she asks me.
I'm really impressed. She has every right to be rude towards me but she treats me with such hospitality...
Anyways I need information right now. "What do you know about demonic objects?" I ask her.