Feeling's Mutual ( HANCOCK X FEMALE READER )

Chapter 40 - Y/n you idiot

Finally.. It's the day where everyone checks their results

If I fail .. The Empress will probably be there, ready to mock me about it.

I got ready and walked downstairs without eating breakfast.

"Oh.. you're not going to eat hunney?" Mom questioned as both her and dad were sitting down drinking a cup of coffee

I shook my head no and left

It's probably a bad idea to leave in a empty stomach but I'm really anxious so there's a chance that I might throw up everything I've eaten.

I rode my bike to school and lately, ever since I came back from my trip, everyone's been.. different

They're still looking at me but .. differently now

That's a relief.. It proved that I'm much more than an imbecile.. I do miss .. the violent days..

Bullying would happen to me every day. They would bring me to the back of the school to give me a good thrashing simply because they felt like it, spit on my lunch, scribble vulgar language on my desk, and there's a shit more.

what's even worse that they follow me home and invite themselves over when my parents isn't here and trash everywhere

all because they felt like it

I had enough of course. I tried living without violence because it's not a way to solve your problems but the next day.. that's how I got suspended.. almost arrested as well

how can self defense get me in trouble .. they're the ones who's always on my ass .. and once I defend myself, I'm the one in the wrong??

'you should have said something to the teachers' what are they gonna do about it? give them a scolding? it makes it even worse..

I hated their unfairness—suspending me after I managed to knock out some of their student's teeth while they ridiculed me and gave me hell all the time and the principal didn't even give a damn?

there's always a foe in every school I've attended.

I'm always picked on for being the weirdo who's always alone. What's so bad with being alone??

I didn't let these goofers make a fool out of me anymore. Once messed with, their precious limbs will suffer the consequences.

Honestly, it's not even about resorting to violence to frighten them off. rather, it's about standing your ground and proving or reflecting that you won't just stand there foolishly refusing to defend yourself because you're too afraid to fight back

that's why weak people get pushed around .. it's because you encourage them to pick on you whether or not you're not doing anything. they'll never leave you alone

but sometimes , you just freeze up and always think of the aftermath. Which makes me frightened sometimes because what if i lose. how will the people i know and love look at me now? it's a huge embarrassment

okay, i'll stop talking about this crap

When I eventually got to the Academy, there were so many kids gathered outside that I couldn't even get through.

I pushed everyone aside so that I could get a clear view of what everyone's looking at

and there.. was a blackboard darted with student Ids on who had passed and who had not