Feeling's Mutual ( HANCOCK X FEMALE READER )

Chapter 66 - I Miss You

Hancock's POV

I didn't expect things to get so complicated. It's not about being ashamed of Y/n or our relationship. It's more like... keeping personal life separate from work.

The apartment used to feel spacious, but now it just feels empty without her.

Before heading to work, I prepared a hot bath, wishing I could just take a day off and sleep.

The following weeks became a blur of work, trying to fill the void left by Y/n. I threw myself into work, using it to mask the pain. But no matter how busy I kept myself, her absence echoed loudly.

I told myself it was probably for the greater good but ... I feel so... lost now..

Late at night, doubts crept in. Should I have kept a balance between work and our relationship? The media paints me as a strong figure, their Empress, but behind closed doors, memories of Y/n linger, filling me with a mix of emotions.

The memories of shared laughter, stolen moments, and the warmth of Y/n's presence lingered like a bittersweet symphony in my mind.

I miss that little runt... but life must go on.

Days and nights, maintaining my work and health is tiring. I needed a break. But who else would take over if not me? It was already midnight and I haven't yet eaten anything...

.... before once i came home from work, y/n would always have something cooked for us

Gods— I need to stop reminiscing the past. The past is the past!

on a typical day, I had a business meeting scheduled with an important client. Of course I had taken great care to present myself in a poised and professional manner, dress to impress, right? The meeting had gone smoothly as usual of me impressing the man with my impeccable negotiation skills and my godly existence.

"I look forward to working out the details and creating a partnership that exceeds our expectations Sir Thompson," I smiled, raising my hand for a shake.

"Likewise, Empress"
As our meeting continued off, faking each flattery with the man, it soon finished. As I left the restaurant, my eyes widened in surprise when I caught sight of Y/n across the street.
Y/n...

Instinctively, I hurriedly crossed the road, my heart racing nervousness.

I realized the man was following me behind.
"What are you doing?" I questioned, unimpressed by his smug attitude.

"A lady can't wander off in the streets alone," he smirked but that definitely did nothing to impress me.
Ugh whatever I have no time to deal with him.

Approaching Y/n cautiously, I took a moment to gather my thoughts before speaking.

"Y/n..." I uttered softly. Seeing her again, I couldn't help but smile ... but my smile soon faded as I notice the presence of another girl beside Y/n. 
a pang of jealousy stirred within me but I managed keep my emotions in check.

Y/n turned to face me, our eyes meeting after what felt like an eternity.
The air was heavy silence. I took a deep breath, the thought of our breakup still fresh in my mind, but i made an effort to maintain composure.

A ghost of a smile played on my lips as I spoke, my voice laced with sincerity. "It's been a while, hasn't it?" I attempted to mask the emotions that threatened to surface. "I hope you've been well."

her expression softened, reflecting the same emotions that i felt.
"Yeah ... it has" she warmly responded.

that smile .... that damn smile always make my heart beat.

We stood there for a moment, surrounded by the bustling sounds of the city. The presence of the other girl beside Y/n created an awkward feeling.

I could feel curiosity burning in my chest, desperate to know who she was to Y/n.

Y/n seemed to sense my unease and introduced the girl as Shirahoshi, a friend. The girl smiled politely, her eyes flickering between us, sensing the history. I nodded in acknowledgment but my mind was still fixated on Y/n.

"Could .. you perhaps leave us alone for a second Shira?" Y/n politely asked the girl and she nodded and gave us space.

finally we have privacy ...
But y/n suddenly looked behind me. How could I forget—-

I turned around, "Our meeting is over. You can go on home now," I say.

"You sure, Empress?" He asked, eyeing at y/n.

I gave him a glare, "Yes. Now do you mind?"

He paused for a second before smiling. "Alright Empress. See you at the masquerade party this week."

I took a deep breath. Finally--- No more disruptions. I turned back around as I mustered the courage to start a conversation.
"So... how have you been?" The words felt new on my tongue, yet the genuine concern shone through.

Y/n hesitated for a moment, her gaze flickering away briefly before meeting my eyes once again. "I've been... okay, I guess," she admitted. "Life has been busy, but I can't complain."

I nodded agreeing with her. "I'm glad to hear that you're doing well," I managed to say, forcing a small smile. "You deserve nothing but the best."
The silence started again... It was as if both of us were searching for the right words to express ourselves.

Eventually, Y/n took a step closer, her eyes filled with emotions.
"I hope you're doing well too, despite everything," she said softly, her voice filled with genuine concern. "It hasn't been easy for either of us, but I genuinely wish you happiness."

I swallowed the lump in my throat, battling the rush of feelings that threatened to overwhelm me. "Thank you," I managed to reply
"I've been keeping busy with work, trying to move forward."

"....We had our reasons for ending things, but that doesn't mean I ever stopped caring about you," she confessed, her words hanging heavily in the air between us.

I felt a mix of emotions surge through me, a combination of longing and regret. Part of me wanted to pour my heart out but I knew it was too late. Instead, I mustered a bittersweet smile.
"I'll always cherish the memories we shared," I replied softly, my voice heavy with emotion.

"... Honestly, Empress ... months without you by my side was absolute torture...." she confessed once more, my heart beating in sync.

".... likewise..." I mumbled

Her eyes softened with surprise.

A/N: Hey guys. Thank you for still reading😅. I hope it's not getting boring but I have published a new story.
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