"Should we stop by the mall?" "We have enough clothes Sarah and it's just a party the cheaper your dress the better" I laughed. "Yes she's right drinks are always poured on dresses you won't want a new dress to go through that" Gera adds. I drove into the gates waving our security man. "I want to wear something different" Sarah pouts. "You can pick out something from my wardrobe" I shrugged, "okay I've being wanting to wear that gold gown". "Which one? I have over twenty gold gowns," "when I wear it you would see" she turns to wink at me. She was leading and Gera and I walked side by side up the stairs behind her. Sarah pushed my door open walking straight to my wardrobe and turning on the light. "I want this one" Gera caresses a green gown, "no G wear this" Sarah takes down a white gown and hands it to her. "Yes it will go perfectly with your hair" I smiled already picturing her in it. "Okay" she hugs it to her frame checking it out. "It's not too revealing perfect choice Sarah," "I'm a fashion designer" she brags. Rolling my eyes I excused myself to grab a black dress from Gera's room. That girl had black gowns in all designs. I guess being pale makes her wear so much dark colors but today with that white dress she was going to look like an angel.
I picked out two black gowns from Gera's room before heading back to mine. "Guys please help me choose!" I called out walking into the wardrobe. "What is this?" Sarah holds up the hidden packet of cocaine and Gera had her arms crossed also waiting. Too numb and terrified to come up with an explanation I attacked, "why did you go through my things!" She chuckles, not the reaction I was expecting but okay. "We have known you for too long Lizzy do you think for your bitch defense would work on us?" Sarah adds drily no humor in her voice she meant business. "You know what it is," "yes so let's skip that question where did you get it?" "You're not my mom Sarah drop it" I walked further into the wardrobe trying to grab the package. She tossed it at Gera before I could reach, "toilet make sure it's gone". I don't stop Gera to be honest I completely forgot about the drugs. After February 14 I didn't use or even see the thing again. We stood silent, me with two different black gowns in hand and Sarah with a gold gown. Gera joins us quicker than expected going to stand beside Sarah. Two angry pairs of eyes on me made me whim. "Let's sit down and talk". "We are fine standing" Gera scoffs she hates drugs more than anything because of her brother how could I have being so stupid? I took deep breaths before telling a shortened version of what led to the drugs. They listened without interruptions until I was done. "You didn't trust us to comfort you?" the pain behind that sentence shook me to the core. "Sarah......." I trailed off there was no excuse for what I did. She scoffs before brushing pass me out of the wardrobe. Gera didn't even look at me just followed Sarah out. I didn't know I was crying until I felt it on my cheeks. I hate when they are mad at me. Remembering the party I tried to push my emotions aside and got dressed. The black dress I choice stopped on my knees. It was handless and had breast tub. The upper part was meant to be figure hugging but it was alittle free because Gera had more bust than me. It wasn't too noticable so the dress still looked fantastic with the small gold flowers scattered around it. My gold heels and jewelry were the only option. I wanted to curl my hair make it fuller but there was no time. I just ran a comb through it glad for the pink highlights I did before school so my hair wasn't just plain.
With everything I would need in my small gold clutch I breathed out before leaving the room. Sarah's door was open so stood by it watching her do Geraldine's makeup. She looked up catching my eyes then looked down immediately. I walked in clutching my purse tighter. "My makeup" I said stupidly waiting for her to turn me down. "Sure I'm almost done with hers" she says plainly not looking at me. I sat on the bed taking what I could get. I observed their dresses. I couldn't see Gera's completely but I could Sarah's and she looked better in the dress than I ever did.
After Sarah finished her makeup we all walked downstairs. Not a single word exchanged between us it had being like this for over an hour. "Should I call a cab?" I asked already reaching for my phone. "No I'm driving I won't drink much" Gera says, "okay". Sarah handed her the Mercedes keys. It was like all three cars were ours together.
I slipped into the passenger seat as Sarah locked up the house before joining Gera in the front. I looked out the window to avoid the silence as we went. The sorority house was a one storey duplex while ours was painted white it was blue. Finding somewhere safe to park we jumped down. To avoid the breeze we hurried up the porch pass the already drunk bodies into the house. I felt hands on mine and I turned back to see Sarah looking at me. "If you do any drugs Lizzy God help me!" she warns before letting me go. I walked inside already feeling better that they still cared about me. Somehow I found the kitchen after much aimless movement. I grabbed a cup turning some vodka into it. I wasn't going to have more than one cup. I can't be nursing an hangover when I had a morning class tomorrow.
I sat on a couch beside two girls. "Hey" one slurs her hair was light pink and she had a nose piercing. "Hey" I called back sipping my drink her companion grabs her neck and smashed her lips onto hers. Not wanting to witness gay girlfriends making out I head to the backyard. A whole other party was happening here. I noticed Sarah and Gera among the others so I go to join them. "Hi" I waved at a girl Sarah was talking with girl. "You must be Lizzy" she smiles, "yes?" I looked at Sarah questioning. "She's the one that's hosting" Sarah murmurs, "oh! Nice party you got here" "thanks freshman" she mocks. I raised my brows wondering what was up with the attitude. Deciding to ignore it I looked around. Some really hot guys were swimming in the large pool so I focused on that. I made light conversations with any one who approached me. We left when Gera decided it was time to go. By then I had three guys number that I hoped to use later.
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