I was aware of my body, surroundings, my feelings and my mind. My body is weak, my surroundings are depressing, my feelings are haywired, and my mind won't shut up. It didn't help that my head hurt.
Will it be a happy ending for me or not. After this day, will I be able to move on?
I wanted to give in from this depressing situation but due to headaches and heartaches, I succumbed to oblivion after that fleeting moment.
Nagising ako ulit ng may tumamang liwanag sa mata ko. When I get a hold of myself, inataki na naman ako ng sakit ng ulo ko. It was potent, I momentarily forgot what day it is today.
"Gumising ka dyan, Sheona!" Boses ni Millicent ang bumungad sa akin. I groaned from the headaches and the sudden light in my room. Gone with the dark and depressing atmosphere.
"Shit! My head!" reklamo ko. I tried to sit while massaging my head.
"Sasakit talaga yang ulo mo. You were pretty wasted last night." The irritation in her voice was very evident. "Nag iskandalo kapa sa ibang tao sa bar!" Now her tone got high and it added to my headache. "Ako ang nahiya kagabi nang makita kitang nagwawala habang halos mahiga na sa harap ng mga lalaki kagabi!"
Agad akong napatingin sa kanya. Nangunot ang noo ko dahil wala akong natatandaang humiga ako. Kita kong mukha siyang seryoso kaya napataas ang kilay ko.
"What a joke! Ako? mag iiskandalo?" hindi makapaniwala na sabi ko. "At anong humiga sa harap ng mga lalaki? Are you for real?" I wanted to laugh at her but my head hurt, I can't laugh.
"Huh! Good thing you don't remember. Kasi kung ako yon, I wouldn't want to leave this room." She was serious with her remarks pero nang may maalala siya bigla siyang ngumisi. "Pero baka tactic mo yon?" Tumili pa siya as if nakakakilig ang naalala. "Ang gu-gwapo ng mga lalaking pinag iskandaluhan mo."
I tried to revisit what happened but I don't have any memory. The last memory I could remember was when two men went to our table and Millicent shoo them away. After that, I drank more shots and I lost my rational thoughts. Bigla akong kinabahan. Having no memory after that means pwede ngang nagsasabi ng totoo si Millicent?
It didn't help that I don't know how I got into my room. I'm I that pretty wasted? Pero based on my headache right now, it could be possible!
Nanlaki ang mata ko sa napag tanto. "Kilala mo ba ang mga lalaki? O kilala ko ba?" tanong ko na nagsisimula nang mag hyperventilate.
Millicent giggled but she shook her head. "Good thing we don't know them. Hindi sila taga at hindi sila kasama sa mga nakakasalamuha natin. You could save yourself from the humiliation… don't worry."
I sighed.
"Maligo kana. Hintayin kita sa baba," natatawang sinasabi nito bago umalis.
I glared at her before she could leave my room, she just laughed teasingly. I then resumed massaging my head when she closed my door and tried to remember what happened last night pero iba ang naalala ko.
When I saw what date is today, a gasped escape my lips at napatulala ako.
My eyes stayed at the digital clock beside my bed. My mind wonder what could happening right now in the Philippines. Agad na kumalat ang sakit sa katawan ko.
Suddenly, my heart hurt like it was being torn apart. Masakit parin ang ulo ko pero mas nangibabaw ang sakit sa puso ko. Sobs came out, tears streamed and my breath became unstable. My depressing situation came back this instant.
Nanghina ang katawan ko. Kahit maliwanag na ang kwarto ko, it become depressing. Halo halo na ang nararamdaman ko at bumabara na ang utak ko sa sobrang daming iniisip.
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