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11/1/22

Taehyun

I woke up with the feeling of someone's pointy nose sticking on my chest. When I look down to see who was it, my heart only beated like a flapping wings. Beomgyu is sleeping like baby on his heavy sleep. Damn, his hot breaths against my bare chest feels so hot.

I can feel my arms turning numb because of Beomgyu used it as his pillow, but I could only care less. I don't want to wake this sleeping beauty yet. I want to admire his beauty. God, Aphrodite will totally kill me if I shout in front of her face about how pretty Beomgyu is when sleeping. Not only when he's sleeping, but when he's walking around too.

I admit I hate it when someone stares at Beomgyu like how I would stare at him. I feel possessive because I discovered that I have a thing for Beomgyu. Not a pervert thing.

Yesterday night, we agreed to sleep next to each other. Beomgyu was the first one who spoke about it and I only agreed. Confused, never ever been in my life I feel confused. I thought Beomgyu doesn't like cuddles and other cheesy stuff, but he, himself, showed me last night how much he enjoyed how my nose would tickle the side of his neck.

TMI!

Ugh, Beomgyu is so cute. Really so cute. I'm whipped. I'm mesmerized. I'm stunned. I'm lost. I'm trapped. I'm overwheled. I'm dazed. I'm addicted. I'm so into him. What's wrong with me? Why am I still afraid to admit that I'm in love with him? Albeit, we dated twice now, I'm still hesitant to admit my feelings.

Maybe because the feeling is new? Maybe because he is the first guy I dated? Or maybe because Beomgyu hits different? Holy shit yeah, my man hits different. Beomgyu, the innocent boy who rented me as his husband just to 'convince' his mom to let him go, the same boy who ignored my kisses before, the same boy I assumed at the cafe before, is here sleeping beside me.

How did a guy like me; ink-stained, depressed cold bitch, ended up head over heals of this cute, ball-of-sunshine piece of beautiful shit? Sometimes, I would ask myself; "What could have happen if I didn't convince myself to be his fake fiancé? What could have happened if my bastard self didn't show up at the airport that time?".

Oh god, I'm starting to overthink again. Shit. "Hmm-mm? T-tyun? Are you up?" Beomgyu yawned. Goddamn, please somebody stop me from attacking this boy. If no one stops me, I might end up devouring him. His plump lips, why does it looks they are seducing me?

My thoughts that are urging me to kiss him keeps repeating in my mind like a subliminal. This is so dangerous. I'm so dangerous. Does Morning make out sounds good? It's far away from sex so I guess it's okay?

"Uhh Babe..." I called out. Beomgyu instantly turned his head towards me as if he knew that he was the one I called. I mean, no one else is around us so it's obvious that I'm calling him. He adorably blinked his eyes and, "b-babe?" He stuttered cutely and I almost lost my shit.

"Babe. Can we uh... m-make out?" Damn this thing is so embarrassing. I'm literally  trying my best to stay calm and look cool but in the inside I'm having a battle of thoughts. Please tell me I did the right thing. I don't want to shock him that's why I asked for his consent.

Beomgyu turned red. Holy fucking shit, why did he turn red? D-did I do something wrong? Did I made him uncomfortable? Holy fuck, I am so dumb! He's probably going to avoid me now! What concerned me more was... was his heavy breathing. "Beomgyu, are you okay?"

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