Supernatural Oneshots (take 2)

Christmas with Destiel

Dean and Sam had done their normal Christmas tradition, nothing. Sadly, never having a Christmas when they were growing up stuck. They're sitting on the back of the impala in the garage, waiting for the angels to get back from whatever their Christmas tradition is.

Dean hands Sam a beer just like it's any other day, but Dean seems uneasy about something. He's oddly tense and is responding to Sam with quick, short answers.

"Dean what's wrong? You know if there's something on your mind you can talk to me." Sam finally says after an awkward silence.

"I want to tell you something, but you have to promise not to get mad at me.. okay?" Dean finally says. Sam sets his beer down and turning to his brother. "So..." Dean nervously starts.

"Dean it's fine, whatever it is, I'm sure I won't be mad at you." Sam assures Dean.

"Okay.. I like guys." Dean says quickly, not making eye contact with his brother.

"Okay, so you're gay, that's fine. I mean I don't care who you date, I just want you to be safe and happy with them." Sam says, is that all? I mean why would Dean freak out about that. He knows Sam doesn't judge.

"No no I'm not gay. I still like girls too... I don't know, I'm still kind of figuring things out. This is all new to me. I've never really been attracted to a guy before recently, so I have no idea what to think about it." Dean says, sighing. It's been difficult figuring out these new feelings.

"Okay, talk to me. Girls, you still feel the same about them?" Sam asks, trying to help Dean figure this out. They used to talk to each other about everything, this shouldn't be any different.

"Girls is the same. I've always been the ladies' man, you know that." Dean says.

"Okay and guys, how do you feel about them?" Sam asks, with no menace in his voice whatsoever.

"It's not really guys it's just a guy. He makes me feel so.. I don't know young? Like I'm a teenager with a crush. I hate it. I've always kind of had something for guys but I didn't want to admit it to myself. Dad would have flipped out and I knew that, so I guess I just kept it at bay." Dean says. He runs his hand over his face, "He makes me feel wanted but he doesn't even know I like him.. it's just like that he cares so much and I don't know what to do because I know I like him.. hell I might even love him..." He finishes.

"Okay so tell him. If he makes you feel like that he should know. If you're looking for a label, you might be bi." Sam says, proud that his brother finally admitted it to himself and got over their dad's biases.

"I've read up on bisexuality a lot, I think that's what I am. I can't tell him though Sammy. It would never become anything more than awkward." Dean says, tossing his now empty beer into a trashcan.

"Why not, Dean? I mean it's not like you're not allowed to express your feelings. If he doesn't reciprocate, then you can move past it with some kind of closure. It's better than not knowing." Sam says, and he's speaking from experience. He never thought Gabriel would love him back, but he does. So now, he's so happy he told the angel, of course nobody knows this though.

"Because he will hate me, and he's not the best with feelings.."  Dean sighs again.

"Can I ask who it is.. do I know him?" Sam asks, if its who he thinks it is he's going to be so happy.

"Cas." Dean says with a quick exhale.

"Yes?" Cas asks, appearing in front of the boys. Dean jumps hard and Sam laughs.

"No, we didn't call you. You just came up in a conversation we were having. Do you always hear when someone's talking about you?" Dean asks, nervously.

"Most of the time." Cas says, slightly smiling. Dean blushes a dark red. He's said the angel's name many times when he wasn't around. When nobody was.