Forever | Sodo x Reader

Did I get in?

I fell on my soft bed, my fingers still hurting from playing all day long but it was definitely worth it. My dream could become true soon?! I could become part of a band?! And not just any band but fucking Ghost. The best band on earth that helped me through a lot. The music and the characters on stage.

If that really works out I don't need to pay for the tickets anymore and I won't be standing where the crowd is, looking up at the band playing on stage, no, I will be with them on the platform looking down at the hundreds of people that came. Damn. This image of me playing with them beneath a ghoul mask made my heart melt in seconds.

"Are you already asleep?"
"Hm?" I turned on my back just to see Tony standing in the door frame with a soft smile his face.

"Oh okay you're not. You didn't hear me coming in though?"
"No I did not actually. I was lost in thoughts"
"Well that's not really something new. I wanted to ask how your day was? You were at Pers right?"
"Yes I was" A wide grin formed on my lips.

"I see that you had fun?" He said and sat next to me on the bed but not before closing the door.

"If you mean sex with 'fun' then no. I did not have sex but something else happened"
»Should I tell him? I wasn't member of the band yet and if I don't get to join the band then it would be shit. I also promised Copia that I wouldn't tell anyone about them being them«

"Come on. Spit it out. What is it that makes my little brother/sister grin like you just won the lottery."

»He told me to not tell anyone about their identity though. But not that I'm not allowed to tell that they're in a band, right? And Tony would never tell anyone without my permission«

"I may or may not have found a future job that I really love" I began.

"For real?" Tony asked with wide eyes.

"Yea"
My brother immediately hugged me tightly.

"Oh Tony please I need to be alive to be able to play guitar" I managed to spat out and he pulled away with even wider eyes that before.

"You're joining a band?"
"Maybe. Well before you get more excited than me: It's not settled yet so the chances of not becoming a member of the band are still there"
"Oh come on I'm sure you're getting in. You're the best guitarist I know!"
"And how many do you know?"
"I uhh-"
"See"
"But you are really good!! Like also the best one I've ever seen and or heard and it doesn't matter if on YouTube or Tv or other shit. You will get in, I know it and I believe in you!" He tried to hype me up.

"Man, I love having brothers who are actually friendly." I sighted and looked at my fender guitar that was covered in stickers.

"So Per and Laura are in a band?" Tony asked curiously after counting one and two together.

"Yes but don't tell them that I told you this. And promise me to not tell anyone"
"I promise" he said while holding up his pinky finger. "pinky promise"

✎_ it's been two crazy weeks. I found out something that I shouldn't have but I'm definitely not mad about it. Laura is fucking Cirrus and Per is FUUCKING SODO. THATS SO DAMN COOL AHHHH. That just made me fall even more for him. For Sodo. Its been crazy for the last week. Those butterflies that I feel whenever he smiles at me are overwhelming. Every time I wake up I immediately think about him. About Sodo. It's crazy.

I got to know Chris and Jutty as well and let me say it like that: both are VERY likeable. They already have a very special place in my heart.

Also just the fact that I'll maybe join a fucking band.FUCKING GHOST, I- AHH, I could scream at the top of my lungs. It does not feel real at all. My fingers kinda hurt from playing the whole evening but I really enjoyed it and it is definitely worth the pain. Now I just need to wait for Sodo to tell me wether I made it or not. Oh lord this is going to be a sleepless night.