NOVEL | TEEN-FICTION | COMPLETED
Drowning in the sea of insecurities, Lauryn Austria pitched her confidence after meeting a guy named Clyde Martin Melendez. When she was with him she can feel the serenity in her arduous days and she can be the best...
Oops! Ang larawang ito ay hindi sumusunod sa aming mga alituntunin sa nilalaman. Upang magpatuloy sa pag-publish, subukan itong alisin o mag-upload ng bago.
For my dearest cardigans who supported me throughout this journey :
Thank you for reaching this far! Thank you for reading and shining with Lauryn and Clyde, Cardigans! I hope that you did grow with them, I hope that you realize something in this story.
I'm sorry for the slow updates and long hiatus, but still, this is it. We came to an end!
To Panda, Rubycakes, and Marsie, who never get tired on pushing me to finish this novel. I know if it's weren't for your unending and overflowing love and support I wouldn't able to keep writing.
To Queen, Kara, Abyss and Gail, I am grateful to meet y'all in this journey. I am honored to know such an amazing and genuine people in this world.
2022 was a tough year for me, akala ito na 'yong worst year ko kasi lubog na lubog ako, to be honest. Pero mas may ikakalubog pa pala, year 2023 isn't a good start for me because life hit me the hardest. January was filled with problems, February was a month of breakdowns and March is a month were I saw myself as a total mess and don't know how keep going.
Hence, emotional pain is no joke than a physical pain. Our body can endure bleeding, but a bleeding mind and heart is scarier. Pain is all over our nerves and it takes our courage to fight. Rooms become messier, life become darker and people keep on draining us.
I have a lot of hurricane to over come but after all I realized that I am too blessed to have these people beside me, no matter how ruined I was, no matter how exhausting I will be, they always stay beside me even though they were unstable and have a lot on their plates too. You know who you are guys!
To everyone who endures pain for a long time and don't know how to keep going, I know someday, you'll able to say it to yourself, that you finally made it. Our pain and struggles is just a façade of how strong we are. Let's not be carried away by the limitations that people set in us.
Don't let anyone define you except yourself!
This place became my home in every squalls. Writing has been my escape to reality and I admit that I sometimes feel drained to the point that I don't know what to write anymore, procrastination is hunting me and I'm very much glad that I overcome it. Of course, this would be impossible without those persons who motivates me to write.
All those sleepless nights, all those tears, and all those frustrations has finally paid off!
