Chamber of Secrets

Chapter 21

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Chapter 21

Manliligaw

Napadpad ako sa garden ng bahay at napatuwid ng tayo. Malakas parin ang pag-kabog ng dibdib ko, tila hinabol ako.

Once again I touched my cheeks and I felt my skin it is still hot. I know I'm still red, my cheeks are still burning.

Ito ba ang pakiramdam na halikan sa pisngi? Hinalikan na ako ng pinsan nya, sa labi pa iyon pero hindi ko naramdaman ang init at hindi tumibok ng ganito kabilis ang puso ko nang nakawan nya ako ng halik.

Pero bakit kay Liam? Bakit sa lalaking hinalikan ako sa pisngi ay ganito na ako? Ganito ang nararamdaman ko? Bakit tumitibok ng ganito ang puso ko? 

Humangin kaya yinakap ko ang aking sarili dahil sa lamig. May init galing sa araw ngunit mas nilalamig parin ako.

"Don't run, baka mabinat ka sa ginagawa mo." when I heard his voice behind my back I suddenly closed my eyes.

What is this? Why I am feeling this way? Why he's giving me this feelings? This is so strange, this is so crazy and I really hate it.

"Leave me alone," I uttered.

"Miss,  I'll never leave you alone since you're still sick. I'm really worried." aniya sa likod ko parin.

Naramdaman ko na may bumalot sa akin, isang jacket at naramdaman ko pa ang kanyang palad na tumagal ang hawak sa aking balikat. Mabilis kong binuksan ang aking mata at nilingon sya sabay malakas na tinulak.

Muntik na syang matumba ngunit nakuha nya agad ang balanse nya. I give him a deadly stare. Ipapakita ko sa kanya na galit ako.

"Do you like me now?" nanlaki ang mata ko sa sinabi nya pero agad kumunot ang noo ko.

"You're really not my type, Miss Ma'am." mas domoble pa yata ang kunot ng aking noo dahil sa sinabi nya.

I'm not his type? What the fuck!

"I don't really like you," he said that makes my heart shroffed.

I felt something in my throat. I felt something in my heart that make me feel hurt, disappointed, and unlikable.

Pero sa halip na magpakita ng kahit na anong emosyon ay ngumisi ako.

"I knew it," I laughed.

"You just playing, you really treating me as your toy. Fuck you, Llavore." I cursed him.

"If you don't like me then stop doing this things, leave me alone. Leave my life alone! I don't fuckin'  need you here! You're just a big hindrance and a problem!" I almost shouted in front of him.

I want him to feel this sincerity in my voice, I wanted him to leave. I wanted him to vanished. If I am really a evil? I shouldn't think twice nor thrice to kill this guy, this asshole.

"Sinasagad mo na ang pasensya ko, Llavore. Lumayas ka na, hindi kita kailangan." madiin kong sabi.

"Your favorite lines again," he chuckled.

"Listen, miss." humakbang sya palapit sa akin.

"Shut up, wala kang karapatan na utusan ako sa sarili kong pamamahay." panunumbat ko.

"Layas."

He stared at me, hindi sya natitinag sa akin. Gumalaw ang panga nya, he's staring at me intensely. That if I do the wrong move he'll definitely do something that will make me trapped, trapped to his plan.