KPOP Ships (boyxboy)

Feel The Same: Hyunjin x Minho (SKZ)

Summary: Hyunjin and Minho both like each other, but they both don't know if the other feels the same.

This imagine was requested to me @user93309522. Contains cursing, please don't read if that makes you uncomfortable. I apologize for any grammar or spelling mistakes I may have missed. Enjoy!

Type: Angst with happy ending
Word Count: 2262

Hyunjin laid in the hotel bed, looking out the window as he admired the view of Argentina. The sun was starting to set as he heard the members getting ready around him. Usually the loud noises and chaos from the members would frustrate him, but right now he didn't seem to care. As the loud chaos they made distracted him somewhat from how horrible he felt.

His stomach has been cramping since morning, and he's thrown up a few times, but he couldn't let the members know as they had a concert tomorrow night. He felt hot and shaky as he stared out the window, trying to take deep breaths as he hoped the anti nausea medicine he took would kick in soon.

He also tried to stay hydrated, taking small sips of water until he froze. From the corner of his eyes, he could see Minho sitting on the couch, Jisung sitting on his lap and they scrolled through funny videos on their phones. Hyunjin felt his stomach drop, looking away as he wanted to be alone.

He was going to suck it up and explore the city with his members, but now, now he didn't want to. He wanted to be alone to think. He wanted to be alone to make out his feelings and emotions. He couldn't look at Minho. He couldn't look at Jisung. Fuck, he didn't want to be near anyone.

Hyunjin just wanted to cry silently.

He felt the bed dip, a soft hand meeting his back as he turned around, noticing a worried Chan. He felt Chan lay his palm against his forehead, feeling how warm Hyunjin was, and noticing how pale and weak he looked.

"When did you start feeling like this?" Chan asked, his voice quiet to not draw attention, but it didn't work as the members became silent, not use to Chan being affectionate like this towards Hyunjin.

"Since this morning, but I'll be fine really. I just need good sleep tonight. So please, go and have fun, I'll be fine by myself" Hyunjin choked out, his voice shaky as he was trying to hide his sadness.

Why was he letting a boy get to him like this? He felt fucking pathetic.

"Are you sure? I don't mind staying back." Chan asked, noticing how shaky Hyunjin was, tucking the blanket around him as Hyunjin smiled painfully.

Hyunjin used his energy to gently shove Chan away, laughing softly as he nodded. However, Minho could feel his heart racing. How did he not realize the love of his life felt like this? How could he not notice how ill his crush of five years was? Would he be able to redeem himself?

"I'm sure, please go. I can handle myself, don't worry" Hyunjin whispered, assuring his leader that he would be okay alone.

Chan nodded, sighing at Hyunjin's stubbornness, but it was like Chan could see right through him. It was as if Chan could read his mind, knowing what was really going on as he took a small glance over at Minho. Chan noticed how Minho looked worried and upset, almost as if he wanted to speak, but he couldn't bring himself to as Jisung held onto his arm.

Chan nodded, gathering the members as they bid their goodbyes to Hyunjin, leaving the hotel room as Hyunjin was now met with silence. However, the silence made Hyunjin realize just how much he was hurting. How much his heart was aching, and just how lonely he really was. He didn't mean to, but the tears started to fall as he watched down below, seeing the members walk the streets, all having fun.