Do you ever dream of things but don't remember the dream? That's kind of how I am accept with personal goal dreams not sleep dreams.
It's so hard to explain too. I'm currently saving up all of my money to buy an acoustic guitar. Why? I don't fucking know. Because of my dreams, I guess. What are my dreams? I DONT KNOW.
Today I spent like, seven hours making a home made guitar stand to hold multiple guitars. I still wanna learn bass. Do I wanna preform for a live audience? Preferably not. Then why am I spending all of my money on an acoustic guitar? I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. BECAUSE OF MY DREAMS, MAN.
I've always had an issue with the question, 'what do you want to be when you grow up.' I would always say that I didn't know. Sometimes I would ask people what they thought I should be. What did they say? Follow your dreams. What are my dreams? Apparently buying a whole bunch of instruments and never doing anything with them accept play them in solitude when nobody can hear me. No, that's not my dream.
I've kind of narrowed it down to four jobs . One that'll please my dad, one that'll please my mind, one that'll please my heart, and one that'll please my soul. A somnologist, oneirologist, mechanic, or a pilot. My favorite is the pilot. Why? BECAUSE OF MY DREAMS MAN.
Dices que esperarás a que yo gane las batallas, pero ¿y si nunca lo hago? ¿Qué pasa si nunca lo haré?