I'm trying to expand on all of my voices and get to know them better. There are so many that I just don't know and aren't loud enough to tune out. For instance, Trinky, who I just learned is actually named Gizem, was a very quiet voice, but I liked his personality, so I started focusing on him.
I explained this to mi persona yesterday, but it's not like I'm only talking to one at a time. They're all talking at the same time all the time. Some are just louder than others, which I like to call fronting. They sometimes have conversations with each other, too.
During that same conversation that I was explaining all this in, they were having a conversation with each other about their favorite colors. Madu likes purple, pickles-who i want to convince to change his name-likes navy blue, Barron liked maroon, and Gizem likes green.
That's when I noticed that they all have favorite things and names, so I decided to talk to some other voices-and by that I mean, forcefully front them.
I found an actual female voice, which is rare. The problem is, they call her a shapeshifter. Her voice changes all the time based off of my mood, or my mood might be based off of her, but you can always recognize who she is, even if she doesn't have a definite voice.
She screams. She's never spoken a single word to me, she just screams and wails. Over time, her voice had gotten tired and hoarse, so it's very gravily unless she changes it. I tried to ask for her name but she kept screaming.
I heard a little while later from the other voices that her name is Maria. Voices gossip too! They call her screaming Maria.
I'm trying to get through to her but haven't gotten far.
