I don't know why, but last night I had the overwhelming need slow dance or waltz with my wife. Also, I just went down a 2 1/2 hour bsd rabbit hole. Let's just say that my bsd pin board is 91 pins longer.
I'm just now realizing that i got about 2-3 hours of sleep. It is currently 5:30am. I've been up for a while.
I've realized that I'm very dependent on my meds to fall asleep. Usually, without it, I take about 3-4 hours to fall asleep, and with it, maybe 1.
I'm just always awake.