I realized that there isn't a Spanish word for lovey. I was making one up and in the midst of doing so, I said luvia, which looks a lot like the Spanish word for rain. (Lluvia)
_______________Everyone in the house decided that they were tired and went to bed at 8.
________________They're in love.
______________I've noticed that when I take any form of sleep pill, I have vivid and wild dreams that usually leave me in distress and questioning life completely.
______________One time, I had a really bad dream. I don't remember what it was about anymore because I've permanently blocked it out of my brain-which is probably for the best. I remember it was about my dad and it made me feel unsafe. In all honestly, it was probably him r@ping me.
I spend two hours carving making sygils and carving safety symbols into my desk, that day.
______________I was really afraid I wouldn't be able to shower this weekend. I could, which was a surprise. The last two times I've been at my dads, I could barley use my bathroom-the bathroom they said I had ownership over. They had clothes hanging from the shower curtain rod and a giant pile of clothing, probably half as tall as me in height. The entire thing was a mess and I didn't even have soap to wash my hands.
I know that this isn't the end of the world and people have it much worse than me, which is why I don't like venting. The problem is, they broke their promises.
Plus, I really didn't want chlorine in my hair the entire weekend.
_____________This morning, we sold my dads car, god food, and went shopping.
My dad and I have decided that the world is going downhill. The roller rinks are closing, Fazoli's basically isn't a thing anymore, they stopped making e-brakes in most cars, etc.
Now, all we're left with is McDonald's and Ford. Ford doesn't even make cars anymore.
______________Mr. and Mrs. Howell <3
_________________
My favorite trend at the moment, is the you're so pretty; pretty like insert pretty thing here.
I have a lot of random passions, hyper fixations, and things I find beautiful. This trend is perfect.
She's so pretty.
Pretty like
December rain
Fog
Clouds
Mist
Storms
Lightning
Tornados
Hurricanes
Rubber ducky isopod
Bioluminescence
Waterfalls
Stalactites
After rain
Dawn
Trilliums
Black dahlias
Rose thorns
Medusa
Dragon snappers
Bones
Black eyed Susan's
Spiderwebs
Wet mulberries
Overgrown road ditches
Bleeding hearts
Willows
Shooting stars
The moon
The sun
Eclipses
Sunrises
Sunsets
Fire rainbows
Crepuscular rays
Rain boots
The depths of the ocean
The city at night
Black holes
Oil paintings
Edgar Allan Poe poems
Shakespeare writing
Gothic renaissance art
Victorian architecture
Fireworks
Wet cardboard
The northern lights
Snow
Whale fat lanterns
Red spider lilies
Pocket fences
Coffee art
Misty road signs
Black and white movies
Burning candles
The guitar part in Anesthesia by Slash
Fan blades
Paw prints
Fairy lights
Wings
Feathering wedding dresses
Old statues of Lucifer
The word Pluviophile
Urban dictionary.I could keep going for hours.