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Why won't he leave me alone. Stop touching me.
STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME YOU RACIST SON OF A BITCH PERVERT! GET OUT OF MY HEAD. JUST GO AWAY! GO THE FUCK AWAY! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!! Please...
Every night I think about you. Every night I fear you. Every night I have nightmares of you.
Almost every night I wake up crying. Others I wake up screaming.
I'm a somniphobiac, but at your house, I'm a fucking clinomaniac.
I want to sleep.
I want to eat.
I want to go home.
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Today I went to a family gathering. They told me not to be alone in the same room as this one guy. They wouldn't tell me why.
I know why.
I live in fear always.
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My dads always been a pervert and I just haven't realized it. He dates younger women all the time. I think he likes them because they're dumber than older women. They don't know when they're being manipulated and it's easier to get into their pants.
My dad's engaged to a young women. They have the same age gap as my friend and their brothers friend when they got...
They call him a cradle robber.
They don't admit he's a pervert.
They don't want to because oh, he's such a good guy and he's always been there for me and he's never seemed that bad and he helps me and genuinely loves me, etc.
I thought that too.
I was wrong.
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He always talks about me having a boyfriend. One time they said that they would never let my room be in the basement because there's a door that leads outside and they don't want me sneaking off to my 'secret boyfriend.'
At the time, I was dating a girl.
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One time he said I shouldn't bike at night because of all of the 'sexual predators.'
He doesn't know that he's the one I'm scared of.
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Get out of my head
Ayuda
