I had a really difficult time getting music for solo and ensamble. I spent half an hour listening to my choir teacher play them for me. I was actually on the verge of tears. My eyes were watering. I think that if I talked any more than i did, I would've cried. Most of the time, I could only squeak out the word no.
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I was going to take Mia to the variety show on Sunday, but realized I couldn't, so I took her today. I don't know if she considered it a date, but I did. We had some fuckin good brownies.
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I was talking to Mrs. Netta a little about my dad.
I watched her face slowly morph to an emotion I can't name; just like they all do-Sunny, Grandpa, Butter, Jort, Bluejay, Dan, Nin, Liyah's dad-She looked genuinely sad. I didn't tell her a lot, but I don't think she knew it was that bad.
At one point, I told her he doesn't let me practice there. She asked why and I said, "chores to do. Business to run."
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We had parent teacher conferences yesterday. I was still at school because I was pick out solo and ensamble music. Mr. Kluck said that I should challenge myself more. I have so much to say about that but I think I'm just gonna keep my mouth shut.
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The sailors say, "Brandy, you're a fine girl"
"What a good wife you would be"
"Yeah, your eyes could steal a sailor from the sea"
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During parent teacher conferences Mrs. Netta started with, "half of Ray is music and the other half is too"
