Calling people always kind of makes me nervous. Like, Snapchat video calls with friends is fine, but other than that santa mierda...
Maybe it started like most of my problems, because of my dad. I know that my dad would always call me when I was little. I would hate every second of it. My mom would pull out her dusty, black laptop with the stickers pealing off the back and the glare on the screen and I would talk to him.
My dad has always scared me.
My dad is my biggest fear.
We moved on from the laptop and would just call on my moms phone and then when I got my own, he would call mine. Little does he know, I got my first iPhone when I was nine.
Now, he's forcing me to call him because I 'always call your mom when your at my house but you never call me at hers,' and, 'it makes me so sad that you never call me!'
Bitch, you make me sad everyday. Solve your own damn problems.
I don't want to talk to you if all your gonna do or ridicule me and make me sad. I don't ever want to talk to you. Calls make me nervous anyways.
I think it also started when my dad would pick me up too. I'd get so nervous about it, I'd almost throw up.
Even writing this makes me sick.
