I feel like a different person. I am Tuesday. The realization just hit me now. This feeling is so hard to explain.
During math, while we were doing Freckle, I had a liked changing anime like monologue. I kind of decided to reconstruct myself. I realized that everything I promised myself I would and wouldn't do was slipping away from me. I was trying to be happy. I was trying to be good.
During the lesson, I caught myself whenever I wasn't paying attention and actually learned something. I did all of my homework that day without help and completely understood it.
One of my main things I wanted to fix was my stress eating problem. I've decided to limit snacking only to special occasions and to only eat if it's designated as a meal. This is healthier than starving myself like sixth grade.
I've decided to wake up at 5:30 everyday. I don't need that much time to get ready, but it's nice to take my time and I might be able to get things done in the morning. I've also been showering every other day, lately. I'm trying to fix that.
I've been working out. That's nice. I set an alarm for 8pm just in case I need to take melatonin. I was doing skincare everyday but that past few day I couldn't. I'm going to start that again.
I'm pretty proud of what I did today. I feel like I did really well on half of my science test, I figured out my schedule for the next 3 months which seems like overkill but most definitely isn't, I finished all of my homework except basic studying, took out the garbage, rearranged my music binder, labeled and marked up my script, folded and put away my laundry, cleaned my room, worked out, showered this morning, and followed the eating rules I set for myself.
I've also just changed my entire mindset. All of this has had a huge positive impact impact on the. I feel like Tuesday.
She's so pretty. Pretty like green ribbon.
