I tried to write this part like, 3 weeks ago.
Sometimes, I wonder what my life was supposed to be like-if there was a big plan and I got off course.
I think that I was supposed to have a really good dad who taught me about cars and welding with that 30 year old dad rock music taste. Instead, that was my grandpa. I think that I was supposed to be a daddy's girl, but I'm a grandpa's girl instead. I think I was supposed to have a shitty smoker mom who left me at a young age, so my dad had to raise me by himself.
I was probably destined to have a metal head husband and no friends. I wouldn't be married to Mia. I think that if I didn't meet Mia, my life would have been so much worse.
Even if that life is a good one, I wouldn't trade this one in for a million good lives.
