I don't know, if I love you too (g!p H. YJ x female reader)[ Kang Julia]

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Yunjin's pov

I'm awake for an hour now and I took a shower and all because I woke up with just my bra on and Julia naked on top of me, so all the things happened in the night came back into my head and I hope she knows what happened too, because I'll be embarrassed explaining it to her.

I guess I should wake her up and then take care of her if she wants me to, if she don't hate me because we had sex.

I made Julia's favourite tea and walk slowly upstairs, opening my door and peek in, seeing that she is still sleeping.

I close the door and make my way to my bed, sitting on the edge and put the mug with tea on my nightstand.

I brush her hair out of her face, seeing hickeys on her neck that I made, i also saw scratch marks on my back so I guess things got really really heated.

"Julia, it's time to wake up. Its already one pm" I say and she groan, turning to lay on her back and hide in my blanket.

"Julia, your sleep time will be worst if you sleep longer now. Just wake up a bit, we also need to talk" I say and she sit up, holding my blanket to hide her naked body.

I hold the mug infront of her and she looks at me with tired eyes "Unnie, I'm really sleepy and my head hurts from too much alcohol, please just another one or two hours" she say in an kinda annoyed tone, always being moody when someone wakes her.

I just look at her and she lay back down "another one or two hours, I promise" she say and her back face me and I just sigh out and get outside the room, going down to the livingroom.

I won't wake her up, but she will know that tomorrow is school and she will sleep pretty long today.

It's 5pm now and she came downstairs, still with my blanket around her and I look at her.

"You're still not cleaned up?" I ask her and stood up too.

"I would likely take birth control first, I don't want to get pregnant, Yunjinnie" she say and I lean against the kitchen counter.

"Should I run you a bath?" I ask her, folding my arms a little under my chest and she is taking birth control now.

She looks at me "that's sweet but I will take a quick shower. Did you eat already? Because I'm hungry and would cook us something if you haven't eaten anything yet"  she say and I'm thinking about it.

"I ate just a little, but having you cook us something sounds good to me. I'll help you-"

"No, you just sit on the couch or in your or my bed and I'll cook" she say and I just nod because she seems like she don't want me to cook.

"Julia, about the night.. I'm sorry that like, that it happened. I mean, it's was your first time, my first time and you... wanted to do it with your partner because its something, kind of special doing it with the partner. So I'm sorry that I took your virginity. I hope it don't hurt down there or something" I say and feel embarrassed about it, also bad because we were drunk and I just thought about having sex and she wanted it at the time too, I should've just said no.

She take both my hands and I look at her because I was looking down first.

"Look, Unnie, I'm happy that it was you instead of some stranger in bed with me. Don't feel bad, we were drunk, we both were in the mood and it happened. Please don't put the fault on you, okay? It happened, we weren't really thinking what we were doing and we can't take it back anymore. I'm not hurt or something. Are you okay too?" She ask and it was letting me feeling better that she told me this.

"I'm just scared. I thought you might not remember and think I... did it to you without your consent or like... I was scared to explain it and make it awkward between us because we had sex. I thought you would hate me, Julia" I say and she chuckle, brushing hair behind my left ear and it makes me shy.

"You're thinking too much about it, Yun. I won't hate you, okay? It's just sex that we had, Unnie. Why would you think it's a reason for me to hate you? You're always overthinking too much. Nothing will change between us, nothing is awkward and I don't hate you" she hug me after adjusting the blanket around her and I just hug her back and rest my cheek on the top of her head.

"Okay, thank you for letting me know. It makes me feel a little better now" I say and she rub my back.

"That's good. But I will really need to shower now. At the time you can think what I can cook us" she let go of me and rush upstairs to shower and I just make my way to the livingroom with my heart beating fast.

Julia's pov

I'm doing Yunjin's bed now so it's fresh and clean so she or we can sleep in it because I know either of us want to cuddle, but also because it should be clean after what we did here.

I walk outside her room with the dirty things and go into the bathroom where our washmashine is so I can wash it.

After I putted it in and turned it on I make my way downstairs and see Yunjin resting in the livingroom.

"And what does Miss Huh want to eat?" I ask her and she sit up and open her eyes.

"Kimchi jjigae, if you want that too" she say and I get everything out that I need for it.

"I'm fine with it, Unnie, don't worry. By the way, I made your bed already so you don't need to worry about it. It's fresh and clean so you or we can sleep in it" I say and I hear that she is walking towards me.

She hugs me from behind and I just smile "You're cute, thank you for doing that, and thank you for cooking food for us. Please tell me when you want and need help in cooking" she say and brush her thumbs on my skin because I wear belly free.

"No problem, Unnie. And I'll tell you when I want and need help" I say and start to cook things, letting her hug me and watch me from behind because I really like it and enjoy it right now that she is hugging me from behind, because backhugs are the best to receive and its always comfortable with her. I can't hide that I love to be in her embrace because she makes me feel safe and comfortable and all that.