I don't know, if I love you too (g!p H. YJ x female reader)[ Kang Julia]

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Yunjin's pov
2 weeks later

My parents now have their own apartment in korea so Julia and I are back in our house since a few days now.

My friends are here because I could leave work way earlier and wanted to pick Julia up aswell, but her friends said she wasn't in school.

The frontdoor opens and I make my way to there, seeing Julia coming inside with a bag in her hand.

"Eh, I thought you're at work?" She ask me and close the door, looking up to me.

"I got out earlier. I wanted to pick you up from school, your friends said you didn't went this morning? I brought you to school, do you walked all your way back?" I ask her and she put the bag on the kitchen island and I follow her a little.

"I didn't felt well this morning, but I didn't wanted to tell you because you get worried easily" she say and hold my hands.

"I would've let you stay home, you know that, baby. You shouldn't walk all the way home, I would've brought you back home and then drive to work" she start to hug me so I hug her back and kiss her head.

"I just don't want you to worry, Yunjinnie, that's all" she tells me again and I sigh out.

"Do you feel better now? Or want me to bring you to bed and cuddle you a little?" I ask her and she looks up to me.

"I want a kiss first" she say so I lean down and give her a kiss, and she kisses me back for a short time.

"I'm feeling better, yes. I thought you would come home from work at 7pm and I bought things to cook so we can eat together after you came from work" I smile at her and peck her lips.

"You're cute" I say and caress her cheek.

"I know, you tell me this often" she smile and rest her head against my chest, hugging me tightly.

"Good that you know. We can cook together later, having a fun time then, then eating together, and then do whatever comes into our mind" she nod her head.

"Sounds good to me, Yunjinnie" I just smile and hold her.

"We heard everything. So, you two are finally together?" Chaewon ask and I look over my shoulder.

"Dating phase" I tell them and stuck my tongue out.

"Atleast you two are finally there to be close in a relationship" Sakura said and I look down to Julia.

"Let's ignore them" I say and my friends start to tease me and her.

My friends left us alone after a bit and Julia and I are now eating after cooking together and it was alot of fun.

"It is honestly delicious" I say and she nod her head.

"We did a great job together, eventhough the most thing you did was hugging me from behind" she say and chuckle at me.

"Well... you knew the best how to cook it so I mostly hugged you. You can't tell me you didn't liked it" I say and she just feeds me.

"I love it when you backhug me. I feel so safe all the time you hug me. If it's like a normal hug, or if you hug me from behind. I just feel safe with you" she lean her head on my shoulder and hug my arm.

"That's what I want, you to feel safe with me, around me. I want you to feel safe enough that you can always talk with me too, no matter what is crossing your mind, okay? I love you" I say and she looks up from my shoulder a little, looking up with a cute gaze.

"I love you too" she lean a little up and peck my lips.

I pull her closer to me and hug her from the side, I'm so happy I could really cry a little.

"We know each other for a long time, Yunjinnie. Do you want to have kids in the future?" She ask me.

"Ofcourse, I want to be a mother when I'm old enough. You?" I ask her back.

"Yes, I want to have my own family. I hope we can start a family some time when we're old enough. Right now we're too young, 19 and 20, but if we would've been older I wouldn't mind" she told me.

"If we would be older you wouldn't mind eventhough we're not together yet?" I ask her.

"No, when we're in a relationship, but I think we don't really need to wait then because we know each other for so long. But let's go with the flow, Yunjinnie" she say and I put my hand on her thigh.

"I mean, we should wait. What if the relationship won't last long? Then our child would live with parents who aren't together anymore. We should think about it much more. Also like, we probably won't be married, but our child will either have my last name or yours. We need to think alot, also because of kindergarten, school and all. I already thought about those things often" I say and she kiss me on my cheek, putting her hand on my thigh too.

"You're right, but I believe we won't just be together for 2 years or less and then end it. I mean it with you, Yunjinnie, I really do. I'm falling inlove with you everyday more and more and it won't stop because of how good you treat me and how loved I feel because of you" she say and I smile, cupping her cheeks.

"Not a little crush anymore? You're inlove with me?" I ask and she nod her head, her cheeks slowly turning lightly pink.

"I am, yes, I love you, Yunjinnie. I love you with my whole heart and I will do anything.. to make sure you know how love feels. You've never been in a relationship before, people treated you bad, and I just want the best for you, so I will show you that I love you" she say and sit on my lap, looking a little down to me.

"I'm so ready to feel how you love me, baby, because I won't stop spoiling you with love" I say and she smile at me.

"I always love it how you treat me, especially since we live together it changed a little, like how we treated each other, but I love it. I even love it more now since you're affectionate now, I remember months ago you wouldn't even allow me sitting on your lap or barely cuddling me. Now I either sit on your lap most of the time, and we cuddle every night in either my room or your room, I like every single bit of it" she cup my cheeks too so I get my arms loosely around her waist.

She pecks my lips a few times and I just smile "its because I trust you, and I started to get a crush when we started to be more affectionate and then this one night where we were drunk and had sex... I just fell inlove with you over the time this all happened" I explain it to her.

"I could notice. I mean, being intimate with you is good aswell" she say and I chuckle a little.

"We can be now too" I smirk a little at her and she let go of my cheeks, resting her arms on my shoulder.

"We eat now before we do anything else" she say and turn around on my lap, sitting back down and I hug her tightly from behind, kissing her neck.

"I can eat you out, you know" I whisper and she slap my thigh a little.

"Shush, you will eat your food, and I will think about it if I let you between my legs with your face, because it's embarrassing" she say and eat her food.

"I hope you know that you don't need to be embarrassed, I just want to make you feel good. Its almost the same, the last time I made you feel good with my dick, but I can make you feel good with my fingers and mouth too" I say and she lean back to me, she seems a little nervous.

"We don't need to do that, baby. If you don't want me to use my mouth, then it's okay. You dint need to feel bad, be shy or embarrassed. I want you to be honest" I grab her cheeks a little and turn her head to the side, making her look at me.

I kiss her and she kiss me back, making me lean back against the couch, getting comfortable on my lap.

She start to grind a little on my lap, and the sudden change of being shy and embarrassed to now, makes me feel really hot.

She pull away and hold onto my shirt "Can I open it?" She ask.

"Open it, baby" I say and she start to open my shirt, while I travel my hands up and down her thighs.

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