Illuminated By The Darkness

chapter 44

Eugene:

I've never thought pleasing someone would bring me so much pleasure. I almost came in my fucking pants. Her scent, her taste and her thighs clutching my head.
Fuck!

I was addicted.

I don't remember the last time I went down on a woman, maybe back when I was teenager? But now, I don't think I will ever stop. Her moans and sounds of ecstasy were my fucking undoing and they were all mine. Only mine. 

Tiara Flores was my holy talisman and my very own perdition.

"I will fucking kill anyone who tries to take you away from me" I said.

Tiara was still shaking, coming down from her high and probably didn't hear me. I moved when her legs lost its strength and fell open on the bed. I crawled up her delicate body, she was panting beneath me.

Night had set in and the moonlight falling on her face making her look ethereal. My chest tightened when she blinked her eyes open.

Damn. These eyes are going to be my fucking death!

I ran my glistening fingers across her lips and then licked it off myself before kissing her. I don't think I will ever get enough of her soft lips.

This was her first orgasm, it filled me with a possessiveness that was hard for me to control. 

I leaned forward to kiss her forehead and her breathing evened out. This was the most intimate moment of my fucking life. I've had more than my share of women but this moment, it was everything.

I felt like a teenage girl who had her first kiss.

Getting off the bed I pulled the covers over my beautiful girl and switched her Christmas lights on. When the room lit up, I fucking choked on my breath. Her face was flushed, and hickeys marred the skin on her neck and chest. I was so fucking tempted to rip the covers away and see the rest of her, but I wouldn't. If she didn't want me to see her body, I won't.

I was hard on her today, teasing her like that. The stimulation was too much for her to handle. I was not left with any choice. It was dark and I had to make sure her mind and body were focused only on me. I knew when she began to spiral and stopped it, I couldn't have had her lost in her head or succumbing to panic, that would have been the end of us.

I realized there is more to life than bloodshed and revenge. The warmth of her body against mine, the feel of her soft lips, her moans, they are all pleasures that I did not deserve, but I was taking them anyway.

My obsession with her was deep-rooted. It was thicker than the blood that ran through my veins, buried deep in my bones. It made my cold heart feel things it has never felt. Tiara had a control over me that I didn't know was possible. Without her nothing made sense. She was going to be my downfall.

My holy talisman and my very own perdition.

I took a couple of steps back and leaned against the wall trying to get a grip on myself. 

Even with inhibition she let me touch her today, and that marked her fate. My beautiful warrior Princess doesn't know about the monster she let into her bed. There is nowhere she could possibly run to where I wouldn't find her. Now that I've had a little taste of her, there is nothing stopping me from taking all of it. I didn't just want her, I needed her the way one needed oxygen to survive.

She will bring chaos into your life. A rational voice in my head tried to reason with me. It was a part of my brain that I tuned out when I was with Tiara.

I was tempted to crawl back between her legs and sink deep inside her, to feel her heat and tightness grip me. I palmed my hard cock through my pants trying to ease myself. Tiara Flores has ruined me for any other woman.