Mistakes.

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*Ominis's POV*

Leaving the undercroft I was racked with guilt.
Sebastian had pretty much thanked me for doing what that Durmstrang student had done. I had taken advantage of Alicia when she had been drunk.
I was so ashamed of myself for what I had done to her but even with my shame. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened and how much I enjoyed feeling her pressed up against me.

Shaking those thoughts out of my head I made my way to the boathouse.
The instant I smelled jasmine and vanilla in the air I knew she was here.

*Alicias POV*
*Kinda NSFW*

I was so frustrated I had been excited and now I wanted to bury my head in the sand.
I wasn't bothered by Asher but I was bothered with what happened after.
Everytime I looked at Ominis I remembered how hard he was because of me.
How his strong powerful body felt against mine.
I hated myself for having these thoughts but I was so confused I had never felt this way about Ominis before.
I had only ever saw him as a dear friend.
And than there was Poppy who was the sweetest soul, she didn't deserve what we did.
The guilt coursed through my veins for how my body was reacting to Ominis.
I knew I could never drink again. I would not put him in this situation ever again. No matter how badly I wanted his body against mine.
"Ahem," Ominises voice broke the silence, I stood up and faced him. "Ominis I managed to whisper, what are you doing here, I don't think it's a good idea to be alone."
He stepped closer to me and my heart rate picked up.
"I take it you remember what happened between us last night?"
A blush creeped up his face knowing that my face was matching him.
"Yes I remember everything about it.
Subconciously I stepped closer to him.
"I'm taking that you don't just want to pretend it didn't happen? Since you are here to obviously talk to me."
He furowed his brow  " yes we need to talk about this firstly I needed to apologise no matter what I was feeling I should have kept control of myself. I am eternally sorry that I pushed myself on you."
"Ominis I whispered  do you want my honesty?"
"Of course I want you to throw any insult you can possibly think of."
"I forgive you but you did not take advantage of you those feelings you have had, I have had them too. I was perfectly capable of pushing you away if I had wanted you to stop."
My heart raced even faster as he stepped closer. "Alicia you must not say these things to me. You have no idea what it makes me want to do."
"I do know because all I want to do right now is lose myself in you. I want to feel your body against mine."
He had closed the distance between us he grabbed me and pushed me up against the boathouse wall. "Is this what you wanted Alicia to give into my desires of ravishing you until the only name you will ever scream is mine his chest was heaving as he molded his body into mine. You will forget every past lover that came before me. His hands roamed up to my face, slowly tracing his finger over my lips.
This mouth will only moan for me.I could feel my arousal grow with each passing second. I can smell you Alicia I can tell you are slick with desire between those legs of yours."
He growled in frustration. "But I am no fool I am no toy to be played with when you are bored to be descarded to the side when Sebastian has wiggled his way back into your heart." With that he  walked away leaving me wanting  more.

*Ominis's POV*
I had to walk away,
I had not expected things to escalate to where it had.
I went to tell her we needed to forget about.
Instead I had given in to my desires just from hearing her admit that she had wanted me too.
Cursing myself I headed back to the dorms I accioed some of my clothes and headed to the bathrooms, shoving the clothes that smelled like Alicia down the laundry shute.
I couldn't risk Sebastian smelling her on me.
Expecially since all three of us were due to meet the day after the ball to discuss our findings.
Heading into bed Sebastian looked over at me, long night out with Poppy?" He wiggled his eyebrows. "A gentleman never tells Sebastian good night."

*Alicias POV*

I couldn't get myself to sleep. Everytime I closed my eyes I imagined I was back at the boathouse with Ominis.
I never wanted to forget how he felt pressed up against me, how his body seemed to perfectly mold into mind. I had thrown on his shirt that smelled like him. It smelled of sandalwood and vanilla.
It needed to stop though he was courting my best friend,
No matter how badly I wanted him, I knew I needed to stay away,
I wouldn't know how to live with myself is she had ever found out what was happening between Ominis and I.
I needed to concentrate on other more important things it would keep my mind off of him.
Grabbing a sleeping draught I chugged it down and finally passed out.

I woke up in the morning and pulled out my dress, I had been worried that my dress might have been too revealing but after seeing others I was more confident that I would not asked to go change.
It was a pale shimmering blue silk dress.
It was a high necked halter and was backless.
Crystals were sewn into the dress all over. It clung to my figure, I had bought it over the summer. When I thought Sebastian would be my date.
Sadness overwhelmed me I had  planned on losing my virginity to him tonight.
How quuckly things change.
I wasn't sure if I even wanted to go I had  been asked by a few other boys but I didn't want to lead anyone on. So I had polietly turned them down.
I hurried and got ready for the day.
Today was the last battle of the tournament. As I entered the hall
Students were placing bets and talking about the ball. I quickly grabbed a plate of food and headed towards Nastai and Poppy.
Making sure no one else was in ear shot. " I have a lot of explaining to do. Firstly I am so sorry for running off again, secondly I have been coping with my pain over losing Sebastian in the wrong way. I have had issues with alcohol since last year ended. I might have saved the world but I suffored losing my mentor because of it."
I drank myself to numbness trying to ease the pain I was feeling.
Ominis helped me find ways to vent out my sadness without alcohol. Without him I would still be a bloody mess, but I relapsed two days ago after walking in on Seb and Saraphina fucking.
I had hid myself in professor Figs classroom but I hadn't been sneaky enough and Asher that durmstrang guy followed me in.
We started drinking together and at first I accepted his advances, I wanted to hurt Seb as bad he hurt me. But it felt wrong so I asked him to stop.
He didn't, it was only by merlins beard that Ominis had stumbled onto the situation and saved me."
Poppy looked at me horrified, "Alicia that is terrible no wonder Ominis looked like he wanted to kill him."
"I'm glad you have trusted us to tell us this, if you ever need anyone to keep you on the straight and narrow I'm your girl."
Ominis pulled the chair out next to Poppy he slightly smirked when he noticed my eyes on him.
He looked over at poppy and claimed her lips.
"Woah you two we do have first years to here in the hall keep it pg." Natsai said.
Poppys face was bright red as Ominis pulled away. He bit into his food looking satisfied.
I could feel the jealousy in me build up like smoke.
I avoided his gaze and asked "so who are the last two remaining contestants?" "Natsai you really have stayed out of the loop we are sitting with one and the other one is currently sucking face with Saraphina." Natsai's tone was laced with disgust.
Daggers shot straight to my heart, even with this mess Ominis and I created he was right I would run back to Sebastian if I had the chance.
I still loved him with all of my heart.
It was announced for the students to head to the quidditch field.
"I better not see you in the first/ Aid tent Omi." Poppy said before she gave him one more kiss.
The stands were full of noise, the bets were still being placed.
"Sonorus Headmaster Blacks voice grew louder,
Who is ready for the last duel
The crowd screamed in reply. Hogwarts Slytherin Ominis Gaunt. Hogwarts Slytherin Sebastian Sallow. "
Cheers erupted as both of them walked out.
" Let the best man win Gaunt Sebastian teased Ominis. Before Ominis could respond Sebastian casted Levicorpus, Stupefy."
Ominis fell limp in the field.
Headmasters Blacks voice boomed out and the winner of the duel turnament is Sebastian Sallow from Hogwarts!"
The crowd grew into a roar fireworks were being shot out into the air.
My attention was only on the limp body that laid face down in the dirt.
Before I could even move Poppy had ran to his side casting a spell to undue the spells placed on Ominis.
And to everyones surprise he was smiling and went up to Sebastian and pulled him into a hug. Sebastians face quickly turned into a scowl after Ominis had whispered something into his ear.

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