Falling For The Right One, A Hogwarts Fanfic Love Story

Missing.

*Ominis POV*

Classes had ended awhile ago but I couldn't get myself to go down to the boathouse just yet.
I had promised Anne we could start over, and I had no doubt this surprise was made to let us start fresh.
But I did not expect her to pick a place that was overwhelmed with memories of Alicia.
I didn't know how I was going to pay attention to Anne when other memories surronded me.
Ones that I frequently replayed in my dreams. The only place whre she still belonged to me,
As I started out of the great hall Seb caught me.
"I am begging you not to go Ominis, if their is a chance for you and Anne you can't go. You can't start in ill intents.
Anne knows what meaning that boathouse has for you and Alicia. Anne is much changed if you really want to start anew with her I beg you to not to go."
"Anne would never be that cruel Seb, Alicia is her best friend she would never intentionally hurt her in that way.
"She would Ominis she spied on you and Alicias conversatuon and her actions of being caught only showed she had already knew. If you go to her now your fresh start will be built with ill intent.
As much as I dislike you for using my sister, and hurting the woman I love I beg of you to do the right thing. Anne will be hurt but she will understand."
It bothered me that Seb was right if Anne truely knew of the significance and still pressed forward with her plans her motives were selfish.
I turned back and headed into the castle with him.

*Alicias POV*
His eyes trailed over me as I entered the room, his blue eyes pierced into my soul.
My emotions were still causing a storm inside of me.
He pulled me effortlessly into his arms and held me as I collapsed into my sorrow.
My tears stained his white button up as the poured out of me in crashing waves.
Xavior pulled me in closer and ensnared my hair with his hands. His soothing efforts calme the  rampage of  emotions that tore through me.
"I'm sorry Xavior I have absolutely ruined your shirt," as I pulled away from him.
He refused to let me go and his face was at it's most serious.
So much so that it silenced the next words in my mouth.
"Never cry over Gaunt again he does not deserve your tears Alicia Evermore, he may be of age but frankly he does not know how to properly treat a woman of your caliber.
Gaunt misjudge you and thinks of you as weak. He will never fully acknowledge your power as it would insult his masculinity and ego to admit you are more powerfull than he is.
His blue eyes stared into mine with such intensity that I felt as if he had stipped me bare down to my soul.
I know I have just been someone you have used to cover the pain you feel to make you forget how broken you are on the inside.
Yet I am a man Alicia, and I do know what I want and I am fully secure in who I am. I can fully accept that you will hold more power than I could ever dream of.
And not feel like a lesser man in doing so. I have watched you remain so strong even when others would have broke and retaliated for what was done to you.
How much love you bare for others around you and what you sacrifice in order to protect the ones you love.
I have been in awe of you since the first day we met. And I know I could find myself falling deeply in love with every part of you Alicia, no other can ever compare to who you are.
And Gaunt is a bloody damn fool for throwing the love you had for him away because of fear.
He is a coward and he does not deserve a woman who would fight to the ends of the world for him like you would have.
I was only mildly curious about you at first but the more I got to know you the further I had become betwitched with who you are.
I will not ask to court you as you are not ready. He traced his fingers from my jaw to my lips and slowly parted them. My body jolted alive at his intimate touch.
I will not have you when your heart remains with another.
I however will wait until your ready to be with a man who can fully accept you in the way I can."
He leaned over and placed a chaste kiss onto my lips before apparating from the room.
My mind wandered back from thst moment as I sat in potions class.
I had never expected that Xavior had true feelings towards me.
I figured he was using me in the way I was using him.
I could feel Ominis's eyes on the back of my head. I could tell he wanted to continue our conversation. But there was no reason to continue it, Xavior had been right about Ominis he was a coward.
He also didn't think I was strong enough to keep myself out of his families nefarious designs on me.
He didn't trust me to keep from turning dark. He also kept the truth from me and decided that breaking my heart with my best friend was the answer to his fears.
I couldn't be with a man who was lead by fear. Ominis was right we were not a suitable match.
My thoughts turned to Sebastian, he fully loved me for every part of me. But he also had his own ambitions that would always be inbetween the lines of good and dark magiche brought out a side of me that I no longer wanted to exist.
We were borderline toxic for one another. He would always be in a mission to become my equal in power and he wouldn't for a second think before crossing lines that shouldn't be crossed. I would be his downfall.
It was time to release the holds they had on me. And the holds I had on them, as soon as Professor Sharpe excused us I apparated to my dorm. And pulled out a green a red and a white candle, I engraved the green candle with Sebastians name, the red with mine and the white with Ominis. I tied strings to them connecting them together.
It was a spell Natsais mom had taught in class.
I prepared my mind and cleared my thoughts letting my magic flow through me concentrating on breaking the connections I had with Ominis and Sebastian as I lit each candle. At first the strings refused to burn as the candles melted away but adding in my elemental magic the strings slowly caught fire and wete enveloped in the flames. A heart wrenching pain flooded my body as if I was being burned alive. Tears streamed down my face as I felt the love I had for both melt away.
I wanted to put the flames out but I knew this was the right thing. Neither of them were a match made for me anymore, neither a soulmate for me.
I wondered if they were feeling the pain I was feeling now.
Did they feel the love they had for me dwindle away as I felt it?
Soon all that was left was the wax that pooled into the bases of the candle holders. Relief flooded every part of me feeling as if I was free from the hidden strings the bound me.
The heartbreaking pain was gone from me entirely.
I couldn't help but cry knowing the loss I had just caused.
The connections I would never get back.
I made my way to my bed and collapsed the spell had used quite a bit of my magic leaving me exhausted.