Turmoil

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*OminisPOV*

Alicia softly snored on my shoulder she had fallen asleep a few hours into the conversation.
I was having such a hard time adjusting to all the changes.  wondering if maybe Alicia and I had rushed getting back together.
Even if Sebastian had given her a love potion she still ran away when doubts filled her mind instead of coming to me.
I slowly woke her up and had her head to bed.
"I think I'm headed off as well goodnight to the both of you."
Sebastian said before apparating.
Annes Hazel eyes pierced into mine.
Her gaze slowly traveled down as if she was drinking me in.
I smiled she was even more beautiful than I expected.
Her cheeks bloomed with a pink blush when she had noticed I had been watching her.
One of her delicate fingers had a strand of her hair wrapped around it.
Her mouth twisted into a coy smile.
"How much you have changed Ominis I can barely recognise the boy I love. I bet Sebastian had a fit when you took his place as the most desirable male at Hogwarts." Her laugh floated into the air.
"Anne don't be fooled, my looks might have changed but most people here still avoid me.
I also prefer to be on the outskirts, more friends just makes things more complicated."
"Ahh theres the Ominis I know. Her full lips  return to a teasing smile.
So tell me how did my fool of a brother lose the only good thing in his life to you. It sounds so unlike you, too go for someone who was already being courted. I thought you had higher morals."
Her sharp remark pelted into me, it took me a bit to gather myself. If Anne was expecially talented in an area it was calling people out on their misdeeds.
"You do have a point, a lot of hurt and anger could have been avoided if I had more self control when it comes to Alicia.
I just couldn't handle watching him break her anymore and having to be the one fixing his mistakes."
Annes eyes searched mine as if she was trying to read into the depths of my soul.
"You know I never spoke of my treatments in the letters I wrote you, but they were quite terrible and often left me in more pain than my actual curse  there were many times I wanted to give up.
The only motivation for myself was coming back to you and starting where we left off.
My love for you has never dwindled. I know that you are courting Alicia now so I will not interfere but I don't want to give up hope that our hearts will find their way back to each other. But I will if you tell me there is no chance of us getting back together."
I looked at the brunette beauty across from me, memories of our time together spewed into my mind. I had absolutely been smitten by her, she was the first person who looked past my last name.
The girl who begged her uncle to let me stay with them during the summers so I didn't have to endure the torture my family loved to give me.
The times we snuck out at night to the undercroft because it was unbearable for us to be apart for too long.
The girl who breathed life into me and showed me how to love.
My mind was filled with confusion and mixed emotions.
I had always seen us getting back together if she recovered.
But Alicia had completely taken every inch of my heart.
I could tell Anne was holding back tears as she took my silence as rejection.
She swiftly stood up and began to walk away from me, I quickly followed and blocked her path. Causing her to collide into me.
"Anne please don't misunderstand me, I can't give you hope neither of us know what the future brings. But I can't say that we will never find our way back to each other.
What we had or could have can never be duplicated, you are my first love that will never change, her breath hitches in her throat as tears start to stream down her face.
If you had allowed me to come to America with you, I would have never met Alicia.
But we can't change the past, right now I can't see myself with anyone but Alicia but that may not remain the same in the future." I pulled her into my arms and kissed her forehead, the smell of peonies  invaded my nose. The sweet smell was dredging back memories that had been buried into the back of my mind from when I tucked my feelings for her away after she had ended our courtship.
I had missed her deeply, what we had was almost as natural as breathing and was so very tempting to sink back into.
But while Anne was the calmness to my heart Alicia was a raging fire to my heart and it overpowered any other feelings I had.
She unfurled her arms from around me and a small smile played across her lips.
"Lets head back to the slytherin dorms, I think it has been a rather excitable day for us both."
She softly linked her arm onto mine as we made our way into the depths of Hogwarts.

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