Falling For The Right One, A Hogwarts Fanfic Love Story

Morning after

*AliciasPOV*

My eyes were crusted shut from the tears I had spilled from the day before, I headed to the water basin and cleaned my eyes up.
I could barely bring myself to look into the mirror at my reflection. My grey eyes were dull and swollen redness surronding them.
My red hair was a tangled mess, I sighed slowly dragged  myself into the washroom
Stepping into the shower I didn't even care what the temperature of the water was I felt numb to everything.
I closed my eyes wishing I could erase my memories of the day prior. My choices had hurt both of the men I loved, I didn't want to forgive myself.
I didn't deserve either of them.
I pulled on my school robes, as much as I wanted to crawl back into my bed and wallow in my self hatred I had classes to go too and I needed to talk to Professor Weasley about what we had found out.
As I left my common room people stared and began to whisper, I deserved it this time though I had been a horrible witch.
I avoided as many people as I could as I walked to the great hall I wasn't hungry but I needed a cup of coffee to make it through today.
Grabbing a mug I filled it to the brim drinking down the sweet bitter taste of it, before walking down to Professor Sharps class.
I took a seat in the back of the class taking my potion ingredients out and setting them in front of me
The class slowly filled and even Poppy avoided sitting next to me.
Ominis walked in not even glancing at me as he took a seat next to Poppy who smiled at him, and he returned it.
My jealousy flared up I wanted to get up and leave but I knew I would get detention if I just left.
I drew my attention back to Professor Sharp and began working on the assignment. Halfway through the class Sebastian waltzed into the classroom and took the chair next to me, scooting it closer to me so our legs were touching.
"I hope you don't mind me being your partner today, it seems like you are lacking one."
He smirks at me fully knowing why I was being outcasted.
Ominis glanced back at us and his mouth twisted into a snarl before turning around.
"Sebastian I whispered you are playing with fire, do you want to be sent back to the hospital wing?"
"This time it would be him going he caught me unaware, this time I shall be ready."
He whispered in my ear.
I pushed him away and finished the assignment.
I left the classroom in a hurry trying to keep my tears at bay.
It had been hard to watch Ominis laugh and smile with Poppy as if he was unbothered by what I had done.
I headed to the Astronomy tower as my next class was divination class.
A hand clasped around my arm and pulled me into an empty classroom.
The door shut with a bang.
"It's only been a day and your already flirting with him Alicia?"
I turned around and saw Ominis his eyes full of anger and his mouth was fully formed into a frown.
"I was not flirting with him Ominis I told him to stop teasing me as I knew it would anger you. Unlike you I don't move on so easily. It seems as if you and Poppy are on the way to ameanding your courtship though." I seethed my own jealousy rising I pushed him off trying to leave I couldn't keep myself together much longer. He pulled me back colliding his mouth with mine.
His kiss was rough and demanding the fire ripped through me I wanted to gasp for air but he was relentless.
I was begining to feel dizzy from the lack of air.
He unlocked his lips from mine.
They swiftly formed into a scowl, "I love you Alicia but you have shred my heart to pieces, I can't trust you and I can't forgive you on my own. If you want me back you will have to prove that you deserve me."
He walked out of the classroom leaving me fully wanting him.
The fire still coursing through my veins.
I cursed myself I had been so stupid as much as I loved Sebastian what I felt towards Ominis was so much more.
Being scared of the strong feelings I had for him had caused me to lose him.

I walked into Professor Onai's class Natsai waved me over to sit next to her.
I smiled greatful that at least one of my friends was still willing to tolerate me.
"Thank you Natsai, you are truely my closest friend."
"Us gryffindors have to stick together, and we all make bad decisions I am not going to judge you for yours, as you have never judged me for mine.
Soon class was over and we made our way into the great hall.
"Lets sit at the gryffindor table today, Poppy is still too much into her own head to be nice to you today."
We sat next to Garreth and as they got into a conversation I dazed out slowly eating my lunch.
Professor Black quickly stood up to the podium.
"Children I have an announcement today. We have a student returning to us today, after many treatments in America she has been cured and is ready to start her 5th year with us. Lets all give a warm welcome to Anne Sallow."
Cheers erupted from the Slytherin table. Anne walked up next to Professor Black with a big smile on her face.
I glanced over at Sebastian and Ominis & both their faces mirrored one anothers of pure shock.
Anne swiftly ran to Ominis and tackled him off his chair.
Enveloping him in a hug, my jealousy began to rise again.
I knew they were close, but Ominis had never really talked about her. She looked over to Sebastian and softly smiled at him before pulling him into a hug.
Her long chesnut brown hair framed her oval face her eyes were a beautiful shade of hazel. She no longer was the frail girl I had met last year. Her skin was a warm tan and her gained weight filled her curves, the green dress highlighted her hourglass figure and her full pink lips were drawn into a large smile.
Ominis couldn't take his eyes off her. I could see his eyes travel all over her body.
Sebastians laugh boomed into the hall as Ominis blushed over something she had said to him.
"I feel as if I am missing something Ominis never told me him and Anne were that close."
Natsai's face turned into a small frown.
"I am surprised they kept this from you expecially Sebastian he could have used it to deter your relationship with Ominis, Anne and Ominis courted on and off all 4 years she was here. She ended it for good when she got sick as she didn't want to make him watch her whither away. It seems that now she is healed she might be wanting to rekindle the courtship."
Annes high pitched laugh floated from the Slytherin table when Ominis dragged her into his lap.
My jealousy grew and burned through my veins, he had just kissed me and now has another girl in his lap. I excused myself and quickly left the great hall. Holding in the tears that wanted to spill out like a current, I made my way down to the boathouse and sat down on the edge of the deck.