Falling For The Right One, A Hogwarts Fanfic Love Story

Selfish Desires

*Ominis POV*

Anger surged through my veins.
Even after everything he has done to her she still prioritised his feelings over hers.

"This I can't take this Alicia this is why I haven't told him, he dumps Saraphina snd suddenly all is forgiven.
Did you forget the pain he put you through so easily?
Did you know what he told me after he did that to you? He said that at least he got some good pussy to fuck for losing you. I'm sorry but that doesn't sound like something a man says after losing the love of his life.
You need to realise that his love will never be as deep as yours is for him. You deserve better than that."

Alicias brows furowed in anger,
"Who are you to tell me what I deserve Ominis? To tell me who to love? I'm sorry that my relationship with Sebastian isn't all rainbows and butterflies like yours and Poppys.
But he will always have my heart and I will always have his. You need to leave and you better tell him I'm up here and alive."
My anger over took me and I pinned her down onto the bed.
"Tell me Alicia that you feel absolutely nothing for me. That your heart does not beat for mine. Tell me that I don't haunt your dreams. That you don't think about me filling you to the brim. And don't lie I can smell your arousal from a mile away."
She blushed and her face filled with anger and embarasment. "It does not matter Ominis I will only ever belong to him I think you should leave."
Her chest was rising rapidly trying to catch the breath that I had stolen from her.
I picked myself up, "Alicia he may own your heart for now but I promise you one day you will be begging me on your knees to claim you as my own. But I won't wait forever."
Leaving I slammed the hospitals wings door shut.

I headed towards the undercoft knowing that Sebastian would be waiting there.
Mad at myself for doing her bidding, I wanted more time with her without Sebastian clouding her mind.
Opening the door I came across Sebastian sleeping in a chair by the window. His cheeks were hollow as it he hadn't ate for days. As much as I hated the hold he had on Alicia he was still my closet friend."
Kicking the chair Sebasitan woke up.
"she's alive Sebastian and is in the hospital wing she asked me to send for you. But you might want to shower first you reek."
He smelled his clothes and scrunched up his nose "I do don't I. Thanks mate for rescuing her for the last time. I plan on being the hero in her life from this moment on."
He quicky apparated to the showers.
I sighed and sat in the chair he got out of.
As much as I had deny it I had been in love with Alicia since the day I truely got to know her.
As much as I wanted to be the friend she needed I wanted no I desperately needed more.

Guilt creeped up into my heart knowing until the day I had Alicia I would use Poppy until Alicia was mine

*Sebastians POV*

Rushing out of the shower I arrived at the hospital wings door.
I was nervous what if she only wanted me here to tell me to rot in hell.
I well deserved it,  I kept breaking her over and over again.
Depending on the bond to always keep us teathered together no matrer what
I know I should walk away and find a better man to love, but I was selfish I wanted her to myself.
Not caring if I was good for her.
I stepped into the wing scrunching up my nose to the smell of the herbs that were always brewing.
Going over to the only bed with curtains drawn I could feel my heart race.
She was asleep the robe had come undone showing bits of her naked skin. I sat in the chair that had been placed besides her bed.
My eyes wandered over to the bandages that covered her left side of her chest to her hip. Her skin was paler than normal.
Shame reared it's ugly head knowing I was souly responsible for everything that happened to her.
I couldn't help myself though I needed to feel her lips against mine. I went to claim her lips but a smell of sandalwood and vanilla assuaulted my nose.
Jealousy ebbed it's way into my system.
Why did she reak of Ominis, my stomach turned.
How dare she allow him to cover her in his scent.
How dare he be so close to her she was mine.
She belonged to me.
The anger and jealousy cosumed me completely.
I wanted to wake her up and demand answers. I had known they had grown close in my absense but they had only ever been friends nothing more since she came into my life.
Before I acted out on what I wanted to do I hurridly stepped out I needed out before I ruined any chance I had left with her.