The Vampire's Sun

Chapter 32

Arthit POV

When I woke up a few days ago in the hospital, I freaked out. I didn't know what happened, nor how I got there. P'Kong had rushed out of the bathroom hearing the commotion. Just seeing him eases my fear a little. He explained what happen, causing my fear to skyrocket again. Who would want to posion me? What did I ever do to anyone. I broke down sobbing into P'Kong chest. I was so tried of being the target of someone jealousy. I didn't want to rule over the werewolves. They already had a leader!

After my breakdown, I was quite. I didn't say a word. I didn't know what to say. My mind was all jumbled, and I couldn't piece together a single thought. The doctor came in and explain what Kong would have to look for in the coming days. After a quick exam to make sure I was okay, he discharged me. After the paperwork and settling the bill, P'Kong drove us home, holding my hand the whole way. P'Kong did not force me to speak, so we drove in silence.

The next few days I stayed home. I refused to leave. I refuse to eat or drink anything that I didn't see personally made. P'Kong has been making me all my food. They are not the best, but he tries. I see him watching video's and looking at recipes. I love hm so much for trying and even though its been just a few days, I could see him improving.

"Kitten?" I snap out of my thought as I feel a hand on my thigh. Kong is sitting next to me on the couch. I must have zoned out again. "Kitten whats wrong?" He asked. I just shack my head leaning my head on his shoulders. I still refuse to speak. I feel that if I speak I would say something I didn't mean. "I'm really worried about you Arthit." He says kissing the top of my head. I know he is worried. I can see it in his eyes, the way he talks, his body language, and I hate that I'm worrying him.

"I'm sorry" I mumble clearing my throat. It's the first words I've spoken in days. At least I think so anyways

"You don't have to be sorry baby. I'm just worried. I want you to talk to me." He said pulling me onto his lap. I lean against him putting my head on his shoulders.

"I'm scared to talk. I'm scared of what I might say." I spoke honestly. Kong rubbing my back gentle, making small circles.

"Just talk love. You have the right to your feelings."

"Will you get upset if it's something that might hurt you?" I felt him go stiff, for a moment then relax holding tight to me.

"It might hurt, but I won't be mad" He said. I pulled back looking into his eyes. Concern worry and sincerity. My heart started racing, as I take a deep breath.

"I am so tried of people coming after me. I'm tried of being the target of someone jealousy. If they want to be leader so bad, then let them I don't care. It isn't my place to say who can and can't have it. Why can't after me anyways? I was in hiding for so many years. Shouldn't they go after Ming? Or Desha? I don't want that to happen, but they are the one's in charge now not me." I take a deep breath trying to control my anger and tears. "I was a child when they killed my parents. I don't even remember what the person looks like or sounds like. The voice in my nightmares always chances. So, I wouldn't even be able to point them out even if I wanted too."

I stand up and start pacing. "What do they want from me anyways? Am I that special they have to kill me? What power do I possible hold for them to go to this length. How far will they go? Are my friends safe? Are my past client safe? And why now? I've been on my own since I was sixteen, for three whole years, why came after me know?" I look at Kong tears in my eyes. My anger at its peak. "If you hadn't come into my life would any of this even be happening? All of this started that night you found me in that house. Maybe if you had kept away I wouldn't be scared to eat a simple banana or drink my pink milk. I would be going on with my life normally. This is all your fault and I hate you so much for it. I want to break up, I want to go back to my normal human life. I want to forget everything that has happen the last six months. I want to forget you." I stand there beathing fast, my heart racing. My words not registering in my brain. I look at Kong his face stone. His eyes unreadable.