The Vampire's Sun

Chapter 33

Kong POV

I asked for time. I had promised I wouldn't pull away, and I did. I broke my first promise to him. His words hurt, but he had a point. If it weren't for me none of this would be happening. I brought notice to him. I was watching him from the shadows for three months, never once bring attention to him. Protecting him from the fucker who drugged him that night. Fighting ever nerve in my body to go to him and hold him in my arms. I didn't know at that time he was my mate,. I didn't understand why I had that pull.

The night in the hospital when I found out he was my mate, I was glad. I was glad that I could freely go to him now, freely protect him. Freely hold him in my arms. The biggest fear I had was telling him who and what I was, and the possibility of rejections. When he didn't reject me, but accepted it, I jumped for joy, I was screaming on the inside how happy I was.

He told me to court him and that is what I did. I think I might have rushed everything though. He moved in with me, within a week of getting to know each other. I couldn't help it; I need him close to me. He didn't seem to mind at the time. He seem to want to be close to me too. Then everything started to happen.

The threaten messages, the bomb, the rumors, the cat. We also found out about his real parents and his adoptive parents. I should have broke it off with him then, should have let him walk away from me after the threaten messages started. In the back of my mind, I knew it was all my fault, but I was selfish, I didn't want to let him go. Even now, when I'm hurt, I still can't let him go.

"How much longer are you doing to keep away from Arthit?" Aim asked nudging my shoulder, bringing me out of my thoughts. I had been staring off into space. We were in the school library studying for upcoming midterms. This school year was almost over.

"I'm not sure. I can't seem to get over the pain." I had told Aim everything, he is after all my best friend.

"If May had said that to me I would have broken down. I would have cried, yelled, and walked away, but dude its been a month now. You are not even coming home."

I let out a big sigh putting my head in my hands "I know, but I can't. Arthit is there, and I know if I see him I will break down. I will go running back to him, and I can't do that. Something inside of me is begging me to see him though." Aim looked at me worried and confusion written on his face.

"Arthit moved out. I thought he told you that. I mean I know you two are not talking like before the fight, but I thought he kept you up to date." I shot my head up looking at him.

"What?" I didn't know that. Why wouldn't he tell me? Arthit has kept his word and has given me the space I need. He has gone as far as to not even cross my path on campus.

"After the second day of you not coming home, Arthit said he would go back to his own apartment. He packed up everything and left." Aim said slowly getting worried now. "He said he would message you."

I shook my head aggressively, pulling my phone out of my pocket "No, He hasn't message me anything." I looked through our messages just to make sure. Other than to let me know he gave a bag of his blood to Aim, he hasn't said anything to me. "Why wouldn't he tell me?" I asked Aim, worried. Was I taken this way to far? I know I promised to not pull away from him, but I couldn't' help it.

"Maybe he thought you not coming home was a sign you didn't want to be together anymore." I shook my head no aggressively again.

"No, Never. I love him, he is everything to me, he is my mate." I stand up gathering my things. "Has anyone been checking up on him? Has he been talking to any of you?" I had not seen him on campus, so I didn't even know if he was coming to classes anymore.