The Vampire's Sun

Chapter 39

Arthit POV

I rubbed my stomach gentle. I feel sick. That was a new normal for me though, I always feel sick.

It's been a months since that shit storm of a plan my mate tried to execute failed. I can't forgive him for going against my wishes and putting us in danger. I can't forgive him for not thinking it through more, and not telling our families what was going on. I understand that he has always been independent, but this was not something to be independent about. We could have lost our child. I could have lost my life. If I lost my child I would never have forgiven him.

Over the last month I have done a lot of thinking about this whole 'mate' thing and if, it was something I really wanted. Did I want to stay with someone my whole life that didn't value my life? Or the life of our child? If you truly love someone would you risk their life like that? I've been question P'Kong love for me due to that.

That night I told my uncle I would stay with Kong. That I wouldn't feel safe without him around, when in reality, I didn't feel safe with or without him period. I feel safer alone then with him now. When it use to be the other way around. When I feel asleep that night, I was tormented with nightmare. This time the faceless man was Kong, and it broke my heart.

I decided right then and there that I was going to move. I couldn't go back to my apartment, since my friends were now living there. It was awkward the first time. So, I rented a hotel room. I had the money since Kong paid for university. If we didn't get back together, I will have to find a way to pay him back.

Even if I couldn't forgive him. I missed him like crazy, but I have to put our child life first and I don't feel safe around him.

"You look paler than normal are you sure you are okay?" Knott voice jerking me out of my thoughts, which of course were all about Kong.

"The baby." I said in a whisper. We were sitting in class waiting for the teacher to arrive. "It wont settle down." I whined.

"The baby is only the size of a pea how could it be effecting you this much?" Bright turned around in his seat asking. I glared at him, almost hissing.

"At eleven weeks my baby is the size of a lime, not a pea you asshole." I sneered at him. My hormones were all over the place. Bright eyes went wide, before looking at Knott.

"Are you hungry Arthit? We can get you something after class." Tutah asked, leaning over Knott. My friends have made a protective circle around me. We sit in the very last row in each class, with two of them on either side of me and two in front of me. There is nobody behind us.

"I want KFC, and pink milk" I said just as the teacher walked in.

We were halfway through our three-hour class when I felt my phone vibrate. I chose to ingore it, so I didn't get in trouble with the teacher. Then it vibrated three more time in a row. I frowned annoyed; I pull my phone out to see who it was, my breath catching seeing Kong name. I clicked on the messages to see what he needed.

My Mate ❤: Did you need a ride to your appointment this afternoon?

My Mate ❤: or where you going to drive yourself.

My Mate ❤: Did you want me to meet you there?

My Mate ❤: Nevermind, I forgot I have a meeting with the dean.

I placed my phone down on the desk pouting. Was he really going to skip our baby doctor's appointment for a meeting? Does he care so little about our child's health?

"Whats the matter?" Knott whispered in my ear. I shook my head focusing back on class. Was this how it was going to be now? Kong placing everything before his own child?