Song I recommend for the chapter: Is There Somewhere by Halsey
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As I lay in my giant bed and wait for Luke to get home, all I can think about is how grateful I am to have chosen him. I chose him, and out of all of the people in the world that he's met while on tour, he still continues to choose me. How did I get so lucky to have the most perfect human being as my boyfriend?
The reality that I want to be with Luke for the rest of my life slowly floods my brain, seeping in through each crack. Did he want to be with me in the future? I didn't know how he felt about a forever, but I did know that there was nothing that I wanted more in this world.
In a way, I was thankful for everything that had happened with Ben the past few days. Obviously it wasn't a good situation, but it helped me realize how much Luke did mean to me. I would never take him for granted.
I wanted him to come home from his meeting so that I could cuddle with him and tell him how much I love him. The horrible thought of what happened last time he came home from one of these meetings haunts me and I can't help but cringe. I couldn't watch him walk out the door again and leave me alone. All I could do was hope that this time would be different. As I lay there and attempt to push those awful memories away, I slowly drift off to sleep.
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"Wake up." The whispers echo through the cave that I am trapped in. The words seem to get louder as the cave gets darker and darker. I reach out for the voice that I know belongs to Luke, but find nothing but dust. As I try to run towards the little bit of light remaining in the distance, the words now seem to fade out. "Allis, I'm here." The last word fades out and I am left alone in the dark. Suddenly, I feel my body start to shake.
I am startled out of my dream that seemed all too real. I wake up to my beautiful boyfriend's smiling face instead.
"Bad dream?" He asks.
"Yeah, but it's all better now," I say and take his face in my hands as I kiss him hard.
"Where's this coming from?" He asks with a smile when he pulls away.
"I just really missed you today. I hate when you leave," I whisper and snuggle my face into his warm neck. "And I just couldn't help but think of the last meeting you had."
He pulls back and forces me to look into his eyes. "Please don't think about that anymore, you know I'm not going anywhere. Plus, this time is the exact opposite of last time." He is trying to conceal a smile, but it sneaks its way out anyways.
"And why is that?" I ask, trying to hold back a smile myself. I didn't know what he was talking about, but it gave me a warm feeling inside.
"We were meeting with our tour managers and we discussed a lot today. We talked about a lot of things, but there's something big that I want to discuss with you."
"And what's that?" I ask.
"Everything is perfect, we could not be in a better place and this could not have come at a better time. Everything is falling into place, this was all meant to happen Allis." He pauses and I am now getting anxious.
"Tell me already! You're making me go crazy!" I shout, but not too loud.
All he does is smile and everything else in the world fades away. The next words out of his mouth hit me like a train and I can't catch my breath.
"Come on tour with me."
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A/N
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I'm sorry about the shortness, but here you guys go!!! Thanks for not giving up on me. I'm back once again :)
My birthday is tomorrow! I turn 20.....I'm getting too old. But I just wanted to finally give you guys something, I hope you enjoy it.
I love you all so much.
-B
