Pangarap ng Simbahan

Chapter 32

Jenice Claire's POV

For four years of being an atheist, this was the first time i ever prayed to God, but still i can't restore my faith to him in an instant, it takes time, the process is long and is not easy

I think I'll be camping here again in the hospital, babantayan ko si Jeff together with Yaya Esterlina, mom has her bread and pastry business to control and attend that's why she has to leave

Umuwi na rin si Pedro sa kanilang bahay pagkatapos niyang magdasal para makapagpahinga at may trabaho pa siya sa karinderya bukas, we took each others number so that we can have steady communication

Keypad pala ang cellphone niya and luma na, but atleast it can be useful for communication, konti lang talaga ang katulong namin sa bahay, yung si manong driver at si yaya lang talaga ang nagtatrabaho para sa amin

It felt a little weird but i got used to it, so that para hindi masyadong ma-spoil sa life tulad nung Prince na yon

"Maam, ayos lang po ba kayo?", I hear Yaya's voice, nasa ward na kami ni Jeff ngayon at gumagabi na, "I'm okay yaya", i reacted to what she asks

"Nakakatakot po talaga ang sinapit ni sir Jeff maam", she expresses her fear to me, "This is much even worse sa nangyari kay daddy four years ago", I couldn't stop comparing Jeff to daddy

Si daddy hindi naman siya naaksidente, it was his body slowly getting weaker because of the disease, it was a scary slow death he was experiencing, nakahiga lang siya hanggang sa humina ang kanyang katawan at mamatay

He died in a peaceful way fighting his disease until his last breath, unlike Jeff, he went through a horrible accident, he went through intense physical pain and his body was between the car and the tree

Sobrang malala ang sinapit ni Jeff even though it was an accident and now he's under coma at hindi pa alam kung kailan siya gigising, "Nagsisisi na ako sa mga ginawa ko sa kanya", i confessed to her as we start a conversation

"Wag nyo na pong isipin yun maam", she comforts me but i doubted her, as long as hindi ko pa narinig sa kanya na pinatawad niya ako, my mind wouldn't just accept that fact

"Yaya, wag mo na akong tawaging maam, Jenice nalang po ang itawag niyo sakin", i expressed to her my sentiments, parang nanay ko na siya and i want her to call me by my name and she nodded with a smile, she can call me hija that's much better

"Paano kung hindi na siya magising?", Tanong ko sa kanya, iniisip ko rin yun minsan, nakakatakot nga yong isipin dahil for the second time ay mawawalan na naman ulit ako ng ama, at alam ko na labis din na masasaktan si mommy

"Hija, wag mo namang isipin yun, ang importante ay ligtas na siya sa aksidente", yaya says as i look on the room where Jeff is confined, the bags filled with the things we needed, the food, the blankets and many more

Natulog na kami ni yaya sa ward at kami lang tatlo ang nandito, me, yaya, and Jeff is still sleeping, i closed my eyes to sleep dahil sobra na talaga akong napagod, I didn't have the time to pray, I didn't even think about it

I'm starting to travel into my dreams, the imaginations in my mind na Jeff finally woke up, we were so happy for him

Yet he still needs to stay at the hospital para magpagaling, we were having good relationships with each other, hindi na ako naiinis o nagagalit sa kanya, i accept him now and acknowledges him as my father

Ang sarap pala sa pakiramdam na yun, both of us ni Yaya ang nagbabantay sa kanya now that he's still recovering

We we're definitely on the way of succeeding this challenge, pinapakain namin siya and nakakagalaw na ang kanyang katawan para makapunta sa cr