If You Have Ghost One Shots...You Have Everything

A Family Issue (Swiss)

"So...now what?" Swiss asked, leaning in your door frame,

"I leave." You say curtly, shoving the last of your necessities into the book bag as quickly as possible,

"Y/n, you can't just leave because of this..."

"Why not?" Swiss opens his mouth to respond, but to no avail,

"I just embarrassed my child," you continue, starting to pack the baby blue diaper bag that Copia gifted to you, "I embarrassed my mate," You sling the bag over your head, allowing it to rest on your hip, "and I embarrassed myself." You sling the book bag over your right shoulder, cringing at the quintessential mark branded into your skin.

Swiss didn't know what to do. Gamma's elemental sorting was today, and it could not have gone worse...

"Y/n and Alpha," Nihil announced to the entire clergy, "are you willing and able to present your kit in front of this unholy clergy for the purpose of service to his Unholy Lord?" Alpha looks up at Nihil, "We do." You cling to your newborn, praying that Satan wouldn't completely ruin your "perfect" family. 

Alpha takes Gamma out of your arms and handed her to Nihil. You let out shaky breaths as she starts to fuss on the pyre. You keep your eyes glued to the marble steps, desperately trying to hold back tears. Alpha stares at you with a mix of jealousy and pity. Sure, he didn't mate you by choice and yeah, he was definitely not the best partner, but you are the parent to his child. His pity mainly came from the fact that you have witnessed him multiple times with different women in YOUR bed.

Gamma wails and wails as the pyre is lit. The fear in your heart grows at her pained cries. The ceremony was long, and a very public inauguration of the kit. The smoke switched colors from red, to blue, to black, and finally landed on gold. The whole clergy erupted in whispers and curses, "Y/n! What the fuck!" Alpha shouted, his rage filling the entire room, he raises his hand, but quickly lowers it remembering where he is, "We will discuss this later, you bitch." He spits and storms out. You keep your gaze down, ashamed of the stares and outcome of the ceremony.

 You had one night of pleasure, one night of happiness and now, your world as you knew it was over.

"Y/n, it's okay, it's all going to be fine." He enters your room, closing the door behind him, "We knew there could be a chance, I just didn't think..."

"You NEVER think, do you, Swiss?" You interrupt, staring into his golden eyes, the same shade of gold that proved your infidelity to Alpha in front of the entire church, "You just couldn't help yourself. You HAD to fuck me." You throw the book bag at him, "JUST GET OUT! YOU RUINED MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE!" You both stare at each other. Swiss stumbled back from the bag, but remained in the room, a pleading look in his eyes. Your lip quivered, and the water works were released.

You sob and wail into your hands, trying to not let Swiss see you break down. He can't stand to see you fall apart, he moves swiftly grabbing you in his arms and moving both of you to the bed, "Shhh, Y/n, it'll all be okay. I'm sorry, I know I messed up, I know it was my fault, but I love you, I love Gamma, and I will never apologize for that." He starts to cry as you cling to him and sob into his shoulder, "I-Y/n I-want to be with you, I want to be a family and a good dad." He starts to smile, "You know I've always wanted a little girl with your eyes." Your cries start to lighten, "I've always wanted a kit with your smile." You quietly admit, "See, Y/n, maybe this isn't the worst outcome, maybe we just needed this push to be together."

"You're right, love." you say, "Maybe this is all going to be okay."