A Nest & An Argument (Sodo)

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Hell. That is what you're going through. Ghoul heat was no joke, especially when you are already pregnant, for neither ghoul or ghoulette. Sodo was normally an amazing boyfriend, but you got into an argument with him last night...

"You have to eat, Y/n, you have to eat." Sodo whispers, about to place a tray of your favorite food into the nest of pillows and blankets. Your nest is your safe haven. Being in heat is painful, you become infatuated with breeding, having kits, sex, and just relief from the stabbing, cramping pain in your abdomen. Sodo trying to place the food inside of the nest pissed you off, but you couldn't articulate it, "NO!" You scream, smacking the tray to the floor with a growl. Sodo stares at the food covered floor, then back at you, "Y/N WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU!" He yells, the anger obvious in his tone. You growl and snarl at him, your inner animal starting to get defensive, "I SWEAR TO SATAN YOU'RE TOO FUCKING STUBBORN FOR ANYTHING. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!" He storms out of the room. You sink back against the pillows, raging at how he just treated you like his property. You are ghoul. You are his fated mate, pregnant soulmate, and lover, but he just dismissed your pain and struggle like you were a toddler.

You get out of the nest, ignoring the food still on the floor. You growl and hiss at the nest he helped you build. Blinded by rage, you start to throw the pillows and blankets off of your bed. It still wasn't enough relief. You start to shred the pillows, your claws ferociously cutting into the fabric and feathers, desperately trying to stop the flood of anger. You pounce on one of Sodo's pillows he let you use. You growl at it, rip it in half, then throw it against the wall, knocking off a coo-coo clock in the process, shattered glass decorating the floor. You scream, kick over furniture, tear apart curtains, scrape the walls, and destroy your bed more and more. Finally, you stop, panting in exhaustion. You sit over at your window seat, looking over the gardens, its beauty emphasized by the moonlight. You feel numb, alone, abandoned. You sit there all night, and into the next day.

Watching the sun rise and set didn't sway your sorrow. Thinking about Sodo's outburst and the kit you were going to have with him only made you more numb. You love him, you really do, but with your hormones being out of whack your rational was gone. You sit there all day and into the night...

Sodo sits in the common room, playing his acoustic guitar, trying to calm him down. Swiss walks in and sits on the couch across from him, "Hey man what's up?" Swiss asks. Sodo looks up at him, "Nothing." He says quietly, trying not to explode, still angry with last night. He tried to help. He was just trying to help you, but no. You had to growl and claw at him, he was pissed. Swiss looked him up and down, noticing the stress in his shoulders, set jaw, and bouncing leg, "Is it, Y/n?" He asks. Sodo stops playing and sets the guitar down, "Yes. She is just so stubborn in heat, I snapped last night." He admits, looking at the floor, not able to look up at his friend. Swiss sighed, "What did you do before she got really stubborn?" He asked calmly, trying to avoid a Sodo outburst. Sodo looked up at him, "I tried to give her food. I got a tray and everything." Swiss sighs hard, "Did you try to put it in her nest?" He pinches the bridge of his nose at how stupid his friend was. Sodo scoffed, "Yeah, Wh-" His eyes grew wide, his jaw dropping, "I fucked up." He realizes Swiss nods, "I fucked up BAD!" Sodo jumps off of the couch and runs to your room, hoping that you'd still be there.

He slams open the door, he gasps at the mess you've made. You destroyed your nest, your safe haven, because of him. His eyes scan the room for you, he sighs in relief seeing you sitting in your window seat, "Y/n, baby, I'm so so sorry." He says quietly, trying to carefully avoid the glass all over the floor. He finally makes it to you, he places his hand on your shoulder, "Y/n, it's me, it's Sodo, I'm so sorry, it's my fault I got angry with you." You didn't react. He removes his hand and sits opposite of you in the window seat, he looks at your face. Your eyes were sunken, dark circles evident, your usually sparkling eyes were now glazed over, dull, and full of sorrow, "Satan, are you okay?" Sodo asks, now getting scared at your condition. He stands and picks you up, moving to place you in the bed, "Y/n. You destroyed the nest...completely." he says sadly, "It didn't feel right." You murmur, still out of it. The lack of food, water, affection, and comfort overwhelmed your body.

Sodo starts to cry, destroying your nest means that he tainted the bond between you two, and you felt dejected, "Y/n, I'm so, so sorry, I should have been here, I'm so sorry, my love, please talk to me." He begged, holding you closer to him. Sodo stood there for a second trying to figure out what to do. He says, "Let's go to my room, you can build a new nest, you can do whatever you want, I won't leave your side." He says, a fake cheerfulness trying to mask the tears. You hum in agreement, still too weak and tired to give a proper response. Sodo leaves your room and starts the walk to his room.

Swiss passes you two in the hallway, he gasps and freezes looking at your state. He shakes his head and carries on, disappointed that his friend could let you fall into that state. Sodo picks up his pace, trying to avoid other ghouls and siblings. He opens his door and lays you on his bed. You instinctively curl into yourself, now satisfied with the warmth, scent, and comfort surrounding you. Sodo grabbed extra blankets and pillows, tossing them around you on his bed, creating a new nest, you purr in response. Sodo stands beside his bed, and now your nest. You open your eyes, sleep already taking over, "Sodo...please." You reach towards him, desperate to be held and comforted. Sodo takes off his shirt, leaving him in his sweatpants and crawls into the nest, "I love you Y/n, I love you so, so much. You are perfect, you are stunning, and I am so, so sorry that I let my stupid temper blind me to that." He kisses you softly, you barely kiss back, "Go to sleep, baby, I'll be right here." He coos, starting to gently play with your hair, your purr more, allowing the sleep to take over. 

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