Jude was throwing a party at his new house in Spain, you were really looking forward to going because you hadn't been to a party in a long time.
You walked into Jude's bedroom and jumped onto his bed.
"You can come in by the way" Jude says as he looks at you taking his eyes off of his phone.
"Aww thankssss" you say patting his head,"Do you need any help with anything before I get ready?" You ask your best friend
"Nah I'm good, I'm just putting the drinks out and the pizzas are coming later."
"Ok cool, what should I wear btw?" You question.
"I don't care y/n, wear whatever you want." Jude says laughing.
"So rude." You say in a laugh and throw a pillow at him. "There's gonna be hot boys there, I want to look cuteeee" you say to Jude.
"Yeah absolutely not" he says with a scoff. "They're all shitheads, I'm not letting you date any of them." Jude says keeping his attention on his phone.
"I'm sorry, let me ?" You question "I don't need your permission, thank you, you're not my father." You say as you get up to walk out dodging the pillow Jude tried to throw at you.
"Missed" you laugh as you run out of the door to get ready.
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Outfit
You walk downstairs and begin greeting everyone you knew. You bumped into some of the England boys and decided you'd stay with them, less of a language barrier.
"You look incredible you know." Trent says in his thick Scouse accent.
"Why thank you." You say with a smile, Trent takes your hand and spins you around for him slowly.
"Yeah, absolutely, fucking incredible." He says again causing you to laugh a little as you stand closer to him.
"What's gotten into you?, you're never usually this nice to me." You say as he pulls you into lean against him.
"It's a long story, always thought you were off limits, but it's been long enough, so I no longer have to be on my best behaviour." Trent says as he strokes your back softly.
"What does that even mean, why would I be off limits." You question looking up at Trent.
"It's a long story, don't worry about it darling. why don't we dance?" Trent offers
Slightly buzzed you accepted and began guiding him to the middle of the room where everyone was dancing.
You began swaying your hips and singing along to the music while you held onto Trent. He spun you around and held onto your waist, you continued to dance on him, his big hands occasionally slipping down to your hips and squeezing them slightly.
Trent placed his face into the crook of your neck, you begin to feel slight tingles causing you to throw your head back softly, you catch eye contact with Jude who looked extremely pissed off.
You furrowed your brow in confusion, wondering what was going on.
"You ok?" You mouth to him. He begins walking towards. Jude pulls you forward separating you from Trent's grasp.
"What the fuck" Trent says to Jude "what's your problem." Trent slurs a little.
"You're drunk, I think you should get off her." Jude says with anger.
"You're pathetic" Trent rolls his eyes and turns around waking away.
You push Jude back slightly "what's your problem, I was having fun."
Jude takes you by the hand pulling you off the dance floor. "Why did you wear that dress. Everyone's looking at you." Jude says bitterly.
"Jude what's your problem, you're acting so weird." You say to him in annoyance
"Fuck" Jude shouts in frustration, pulling you into him. He wraps one arm around you bringing you into his body, he uses his other hand to lift your chin up to face him.
"I don't want anyone looking at you" Jude says through gritted teeth, his face only inches away from yours.
Your breath getting caught in your throat, you feel Jude breathing against your face and your whole body begins to feel electric.
Jude holds you firmly scanning your whole face to try and gage your reaction. He slowly and reluctantly lets you go. He looks like he's about to say something, then he turns around and disappears upstairs.
You take a few seconds to compose yourself and then you follow him up the stairs.
You walk into his room and you see him pacing up and down.
"Jude what's wro-" you begin to say until Jude cuts you off by smashing his lips against yours. You kiss him back for a few seconds before you pull away.
"Jude, we... we can't" you say as your eyes well up with tears. Jude pulls you into a protective hug.
"Don't be upset with me please, I just, I can't ... fuck! I can't take seeing you with someone else, why can't it be me y/n, why, I see these complete idiots get your attention but why not me y/n" Jude says as he holds back his own tears that sting his eyes.
Your tears begin to stream down your face. You pull from Jude slightly just so you are able to look up at him. He wipes your tears with his thumbs as he shakes his head.
"Please don't cry" Jude says with so much hurt in his voice.
"What if something bad happens Jude? I can't live without you." You sob harder. "I came to this conclusion a long time ago, I rather have you as my friend and get to keep you in my life, than cross that line with you and risk losing you." The hot tears still streaming down your face.
A few stray tears fall from Jude's eyes. You take your thumbs and wipe his tears away. "I love you so much Jude, I'm just scared." You say admittedly.
"Nothings going to happen, why would it? We've been friends for so many years, why would it suddenly break down if we were to actually be together?" Jude questions.
"I don't know Jude, feelings complicate things." You say to him trying your hardest to stop the tears.
"But these feelings aren't going away, it's already complicated." Jude says rubbing you back softly. Just the smallest bit of affection making you weak at your knees.
"We can be like Chandler and Monica" he says trying to stop you from crying.
You crack a small smile at the thought of you and Jude together. You look him deeply in the eyes. Your faces slowly inch closer together, you both crash your lips against each others again, this time not stopping. It was the most passionate kiss you have even felt. Jude held you so tightly, you felt like you were the only two people in the world, you held onto Jude's arms tightly pouring all your love for him into the kiss. Everything felt right, you felt whole and complete, there was no better feeling in the world than Jude's lips on yours.
You both pull apart to catch your breath Jude closes his eyes and places his forehead against yours "I love you so much, not as a friend." His lips curl into a smile.
"I love you too Jude, I always have." You place your head to his chest, feeling the warmth of his embrace.
