Jude ~ Insecurities

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"You looked so beautiful tonight babe." Jude said as he pressed his lips against yours firmly. You felt your heart sink at Jude's words, you hated how you looked on your date, you found it really difficult to find a dress that you felt confident in.

Jude's words weren't really an indication of how good you looked because he always fed you compliments no matter what you looked like or what you were wearing.

"Thank you baby." You said forcing a smile on your face as you walked into your wardrobe.

You began fiddling with your dress desperate to just take it off, you were insecure about your boobs, you felt like dresses were never made to fit you properly, they were always too tight on the chest and your dresses always had cleavage on show even if it wasn't your intention, you never felt comfortable or confident when you dressed up so you tried to avoid it as much as possible.

"Let me help baby" Jude said as he saw you struggling and walked up behind you. You stayed silent as Jude wrapped his arms around you and placed a kiss to your temple. "What's wrong gorgeous?" Jude asked as he stroked over your arm.

"Nothing, just want to get out of this dress." You said while Jude kissed over your neck. Jude's hands reached to the back of your dress and pulled down the zip, Jude stroked his hands inside of your dress while he continued to press kisses against your smooth skin.

"Thanks." You said quickly as you held onto your dress and rushed into the bathroom, you slipped off the dress and turned on the hot shower, you stepped inside and felt the water cover your whole body. You closed your eyes and enjoyed the feeling of the water dancing on your skin.

"Room for one more?" Jude asked as he stepped in the shower with a bright smile. Your hands instinctively covered your boobs quickly as you heard the sound of Jude's voice. "Sorry baby, I didn't mean to scare you." Jude laughed as he tried to pull you in closer to him before he realised your hand was still tightly wrapped over your chest.

"What's that about?" Jude said as he pulled your arm down exposing your large breasts for him to gawk at.

"Nothing" you said pressing your body to Jude's so he could no longer see your boobs. You attached your lips to Jude's and you felt Jude's hand reach up to grab ahold of your chest. You flinched at the feeling which caused Jude to pull back from the kiss.

"Baby what's wrong?, you've been acting a bit strange all evening." Jude asked with a confused expression.

"It's nothing babe." You said as you pressed your lips back to Jude's hoping to distract him from his questions. He quickly pulled back from the kiss as he placed his thumb over your jaw and stroked it gently.

"Did I do something wrong baby? I'm sorry if I did, I can be such an idiot sometimes, but I love you so much." Jude began to ramble.

"No baby, you didn't do anything wrong, you are perfect, I love you so much too my baby." You said as you wrapped your arms around him.

"Then what's the matter beautiful?" Jude asked again with a gentle tone.

"It's just, I didn't like the way I looked in the dress tonight." You said avoiding eye contact with Jude.

"What? Why? You looked incredible baby" Jude said with genuine confusion written all over his face.

"It's just... I just... ugh, I just hate my boobs." You blurted out and you dug your head into Jude's chest.

"What?!" Jude questioned in an extremely loud voice. "You cannot be serious babe." Jude said with shock in his voice. He pulled your chin up so he could read your expression.

Your eyes were welling up slightly as you could feel all the frustration building up inside of you.

"Omg baby, seriously? Your boobs are the most incredible things I've never laid eyes on." Jude said in an exaggerated tone causing you to chuckle slightly. "No baby, seriously, your boobs are so sexy, I could look at them all day, I sometimes do look at them all day" Jude chuckled causing a small smile to grow on your face. "You are the most beautiful girl in the world y/n, please please believe me." Jude said as he pressed his lips to your forehead.

Jude pressed his lips to yours as the water continued to fall over you both, he pulled back and rubbed his hands over the front of your body making sure to caress your chest softly.

He lifted you into his arms and pinned you to the wet wall of the shower, Jude began to trail kisses down from your jaw to your neck down to your chest.

Jude's eyes met with yours as he attached his mouth to your hardened nipple, your head knocked back as soon as you felt the sensation.

Your eyes rolled back while Jude's tongue swirled around, leaving lingering tingles everywhere he touched. Jude's hand found your other nipple, he rubbed it as he sucked on the other one.

A deep moan escaped your mouth causing you to bite down on your lip, your fingers intertwined through Jude's hair, holding him close against your chest.

Jude's swapped his attention to your other boob as he massaged the other one, he pushed his faces into them which caused him to let out muffled moan which sent a vibration through your body.

"I love them baby" Jude said, his eyes were full of lust as he spoke, you could see he was being honest, you knew he loved you boobs which did make you feel a little bit better about them.

"Thank you baby" you whispered softly as your eyes met with his again, Jude reattached himself to your chest, his eyes were locked onto yours which forced you to hold eye contact.

Jude began sucking on the tender skin, a mix of pain and pleasure raced through your body, you forced your eyes to remain on Jude despite the burning desire for them to roll to the back of your head from the feeling.

Jude released your chest to reveal a large dark hickey on the supple skin, Jude's smile grew as he saw the mark he left.

"Marking your territory?" You asked with a smile

"Absolutely." Jude responded as he pulled you down for a passionate kiss.

"I love you baby, you are perfection, there isn't a thing I would change." Jude said after he pulled back from the kiss. He pushed your head to his chests as he held you under the hot shower.

"Thank you baby, I love you too." You whispered and pecked his wet chest.

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