Chapter 81

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Sid: And if that was all not enough for God to make me a suffer. He sent another woman in my dad's life. I knew that also beforehand. And no matter how much I disliked the idea of him getting married again, having another woman in his life, giving the position of my mother to someone else but as if something ever happened as I wanted. Once again God tested me and I can't tell you how painful was it to see my dad getting attached to another lady. I could never accept their marriage, their relationship and I got more away from my father. Our distances kept increasing and I didn't realize when I lost my father too, the only blood relationship left in my life. I lost everything without even realizing. Nothing was left in my life. Finallt that woman took over my mother's home, my mother's husband everything. My dad sent me here. He does call me. But I know all the concern he show is fake. It's all just a formality. He sends me money because he is my biological father. He has to. He is not concerned about me. He never even loved my mother. He got another woman after my mother. Now all he is concerned about is his so called wife

He got silent with tears in his eyes remembering his father's second marriage, one of the days he hated the most. The second most dreadful day of his life he wanted to erase forever if possible. The first was of course his mother's death which he kept denying for long. He could not believe and accept the fact that his mother had left this world had left him forever. But at the end the truth was truth no matter how bitter it was whether it was about his mother's death or or it was about his father's second marriage.

Sid: I still get those deadly nightmares. One or the other painful incident comes in my dream and make me sleepless for uncountable nights. People struggle to get sleep, they keep fighting with themselves, their sleepless nights. And here I. I might be the first ever person to fight with my sleep. I am scared to fall asleep. I keep struggle to avoid sleep. I hate sleeping. I make endless efforrs every night to not sleep. But God does not even accept that I fall asleep on that study table while studying hoping to keep studying something and not fall asleep. You know I get good marks in exams not because I am a very good student or I love my studies but because I choose to study or do anything accept for sleeping. You have seen me walking outside not because I am health conscious or I like walking but just because I kill my sleep by making every single effort every single night. Every single night is a struggle for me. You might even think there are drugs out there to keep yourself awake but I am thankful atleast I hate drugs and haven't gotten myself into them yet. I feel happy seeing drug addicts atleast something good in my life. I am grateful that inspite of all these situations I am not into drugs yet

Avu let out a breath she herself didn't know since when she was holding back. First of all this was beyond imagination. How to believe the fact that someone could see future. Then what all this normal looking boy was going through. Although he was arrogant, cold, introvert. But who could imagine how painful life he had. How he was fighting with his own self, his own life everyday. And all that alone.

There was a complete silence when Sid did something shocking her. He stood up and started removing his upper.

Avu: Sid

A mere whisper came out of her mouth. Although somewhere she believed he wouldn't do anything wrong with her but still his act shocked him that what he was doing.

To be continued

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