It's Complicated

Chapter 1

"Come onnnn Cas," Sophie grumbled into the phone. "It'll just be for a few hours!" She was currently trying to get me to go to a new gay club with her. Sophie and I have been best friends since we were kids, and there wasn't much that she couldn't convince me to do.

I fully supported her and her lifestyle, but it really just wasn't my scene.

"I don't know Soph," I responded. "I'll feel so out of place there."

"No it'll be fine! People bring their straight friends all the time, I promise." Sophie paused and waited for a response from me before starting again, "And besides, I need a wingwoman."

I let out a deep sigh as I thought to myself, this bitch is lucky I love her. "FIIIINE," I finally responded, "but just for a few hours!!"

She practically squealed into the phone with excitement and told me she'd be here in an hour to pick me up.

I rolled my eyes at her enthusiasm before hanging up the phone and starting to get ready. What should I wear, I thought. I wanted to look good...but not so good that I had girls trying to pick me up.

I pulled on my favorite pair of black skinny jeans and a skimpy red top, fixed my hair and makeup, and then we were on our way.

"I'm SO excited you're coming with me, this will be so fun!" Sophie said as I got into the car. I just gave her a look and shook my head.

"Oh shit," I said, "I better text Callan quick and tell him what I'm up to tonight so he doesn't stop by."

"What does he need to know for?" Sophie questioned. "Well Soph, he IS my boyfriend." I responded. Sophie laughed as she shook her head at me.

Heading out with Sophie, be back later tonight babe.

I sent the text and put my phone back in my pocket. Maybe I shouldn't have even told him, I thought. Callan and I had been together for a few months now, but things had seemed distant between us for a few weeks. I shook the thoughts out of my head as Sophie pulled in to a parking spot outside of the club.

"Let's goooo!" She excitedly said. "Okay okay," I responded, "expert wingwoman at your service."

We got out of the car and walked in to the dark club. The music was loud, the lights were flashing, and the dance floor was already packed. Sophie and I headed over to the bar to grab ourselves some drinks before heading out to the dance floor.

"This place is amazing!" She shouted over the loud music. "It is pretty cool," I admitted.

We began to dance and melded in with all of the hot bodies out on the dance floor. Sophie almost immediately caught a girl's eye and was quickly whisked away to dance with her.

"I'll come find you in a while," she said to me with a wink as she took off to dance with her latest suitor. I gave her a smile and a wink back and turned to go find a booth to sit at.

I turned around and immediately ran right in to someone. "Oh my gosh I'm so sorry!" I quickly said. I took a step back and was face to face with one of the most beautiful women I'd ever seen. Now I know I have a boyfriend, but damn I can appreciate good looks when I see them.

She smiled at me and leaned in close so I could hear her, "no worries, just come dance with me to make up for it!"

I took a step back and shook my head, "thanks but I'm just here with my friend, I was just headed to find a place to sit."

Her piercing blue eyes looked me up and down and I felt my heart beating against my chest. Why was she making me so nervous?

"Oh come on, one dance won't hurt!" She said as she held out her hand to me. "And besides, I think you owe me one after you about took me out a minute ago."

I laughed at her and reluctantly agreed to stay out on the dance floor a while longer. Sophie was nowhere to be found, so I guess it wouldn't hurt to keep myself entertained for a while.

We started dancing together and I leaned in and said, "I'm Cas by the way."

"Nice to officially meet you Cas," she said, "I'm Jamie."

Her hands slowly snaked their way down and wrapped around my waist, pulling me closer. I leaned back and looked at her as I felt my breath catch in my throat. Her eyes met mine and I could immediately feel a spark of electricity shoot through my body.

"Are you sure you're just here with your friend?" She said with a smirk, her eyes slowly moving down to my lips.

"Y-yes..." I stammered, as I asked myself the same question. "I have a boyfriend," I continued. "I've never been with a girl...or been interested."

"That doesn't mean you can't be curious," Jamie responded, almost in a whisper. Her eyes stayed fixed on my lips and she slowly moved in closer. Her firm breasts were pressed against me, and the thick air seemed to hang between us.

"Uh listen, I..." before I could finish my thought, I felt someone bump into me and my drink was immediately down the front of my shirt.

"Shit!" I turned around to try and find the culprit, but the dance floor was so crowded it was pointless.

I felt Jamie grab my hand and pull me towards the edge of the dance floor. "Come on," she said. "Let's go to the bathroom and I'll help you get that cleaned up."

She weaved in and out of the crowd before we eventually made it in to the bathroom. I looked at my shirt and the mirror and sighed, "well fuck, this is annoying."

Jamie laughed as she turned to me with a paper towel and started to dab off my wet shirt. I grabbed her hand as it moved up my body. "I got it, thanks." I quietly said. I tried to let go of her hand, but she quickly grabbed my wrist.

"I know damn well that you want to kiss me as badly as I want to kiss you right now Cas."

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