Love At Skies Sunset

Chapter 31

CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
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“omg how are you na?” bati ni Nadia sa akin. 

The girls requested a facetime kasi kaya pinagbigyan ko sila kahit super hectic na ng sched ko. Syempre priority ko din sila no. I missed them so much. 

“Doing good” I replied. 

“you said uuwi ka na but you did not,” Maureen pouted. 

“Sorry, been busy lately eh, you know naman” I said. 

“sabi mo rin yan last year” nagtatampong sabi ni Ellia kaya napatawa ako. 

“tinatawa tawa mo?” Maureen said. She tried to show off his serious face pero nakikita kong nagpipigil siyang tumawa. 

“wala” tumikhim ako. 

These people really. 

“kamusta ka naman dyan?” Nadia changed the topic. 

“busy” I replied in short. 

“How's my favorite inaanak?” Maureen asked. 

“She's sleeping,” I replied. 

“kailan ko muli makikita si Zia?” Ellia pouted. 

“hindi na” I jokingly said. 

“ok” she said shortly kaya tumawa ako. 

When Kuya officially graduated from law school, I flew back and walked with him at the stage before he flew with me to states to walk with me too.

5 years ago I found out that I am a 2 and a half months pregnant when I arrived in the states. Si kuya ang una kong sinabihan bago ang mga kaibigan ko baka magtampo kasi yun pag hindi siya ang unang naka alam. 

Despite being pregnant I continue my studies at home for 8 months and the remaining months is in school na. It was so hard living alone. No one with me. I continued my last year being an architecture student after I delivered my angels successfully here and graduated with latin honors and academic awards despite the hardships I'm in. 

I want to pursue my dream to become a model here in the states. I build my own name fairly and I keep my child from the spotlight I am in. No one knows that I already have a child. 

I flew back to the Philippines after two years since I arrived in the states. Mom and Dad kept contacting me ever since I arrived in the states. They wanted me to meet them and fix the problem but I ignored them for years and after two years I decided to face them. I was not ready back then because I wasn't successful yet and not fully healed but now may maihaharap na ako sa kanila, gusto kong ipakita sa kanila na successful na ako na kaya ko ang sarili ko kahit wala sila sa tabi ko but the truth is everytime na mamimiss ko sila, I look up to their pictures for inspiration kahit ano pa kasakit ang nagawa nila sa akin, they are still my parents though. Nalaman ko nalang na yung time na nakita kong nag ba-bake silang tatlo sa kusina ay plano pala nilang bisitahin ako at pinaglito ng binibake nila but naunahan ko sila kaya pala laking gulat ni mommy kaya na misunderstood ko ang time na yun. 

And… after years of earning my name I decided to fly back with my two kids. But mas dumoble pala ang sakit na mararammdaman ko doon….

After I met with my parents to fix the problem we're in ay ipinakilala ko sa kanila sila Zia and Kavier. Nagulat pa nga sila. I didn't tell them that I already had a child back then. Gusto pa nga nilang ipaalam sa ama ng mga anak ko na may anak kami but I pleaded not to tell it and explained everything to them why. Of course, hindi ko pa sila pinatawad ng mabilis. I stayed in the Philippines for one month to give my parents a chance but that one month became two months when my son, Kavier died… he had a high fever and difficulty breathing suddenly when he was just playing kaya nag panicked ako bigla. We hurriedly took him to the hospital but it was too late. Ever since he was born ay masakitin na siya at may komplikado sa puso. He has had difficulty breathing since he was born. But I didn't know na aatakihin pala siya bigla at ikakamatay niya.