You're losing me

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Pony's POV

"I don't understand."

"I know you don't." We thought a cure would come through in time, now I fear it won't. Remember looking at this room, we loved it cause of the light.

"It's so pretty Pony! I love it!"

Now I just sit in the dark and wonder if it's time.

"Do I throw out everything we built or keep it!? I'm getting tired Johnny. Mending all my gashes, but you might just have delt, the final blow."

"Pony-"

"Stop....Johnny, you're losing me. I can't find a pulse, my heart won't start anymore."

I glare at him every morning, with storms in my eyes.

"How can you say you love someone you can't tell is dying!? I sent you signals and bit my nails down to the quick! My face was grey but you wouldn't admit that we were sick..." And the air was thick with loss and indecision, "I know my pain is such an imposition!" I run out of the house, he's running down the hallway. And you know what they all say, you don't know what you got until it's gone.

"How long, could we be a sad song till we were too far gone to bring back to life? I gave you all my best me's! My endless empathy! And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the bravest soldier! Fighting in only your army, frontlines don't you ignore me! I'm the best thing at this party!"

"Pony, come on-"

"And I wouldn't marry me either! A pathological people pleaser, who only wanted you to see him."

'Do something babe, say something lose something babe risk something'

"Choose something babe I got nothing, to believe! Unless, you're choosing me..."

"Pony, you don't have to be like this!"

"Johnny, just stop! You're losing me and we both know that! Just...let me go. I can't find a pulse, my heart won't start anymore." I walk out.

"Pony..."

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