I will never be his truly

Chapter 10: A new type of feeling

Ares pov

I wake with a huge headache i look around at my surroundings wondering how I even got back to the hotel. I then see on the side table next to the bed lies aspirin and a bottle of orange juice then realise it must have been Rhea that put it there. I sigh, I fucked up badly all the memories of last night come flushing back to me and I start cringing.

I drink the aspirin with the orange juice and I wish the earth could swallow me in i also realise that Rhea undressed me can this get any worse i hope she did not see me getting hard as she has the effect of making me hard.

I shouldn't have gone to the bar but her words hurt me i can't imagine my life without Rhea I have been living eight years without her how does she expect to live my remaining years without her? Those eight were hard enough without her. Rhea is the only friend that truly knows me or shall I say knew me I just miss her so much.

I see the balcony sliding door open I get up just to see Rhea asleep on one of the patio chairs with the tablet on her lap. I smile she is really special she has the power to make me smile even if she is asleep. I then take off one of the blankets on the bed and cover her with it.

I then checked my phone and saw I had one missed call from Kylie I decided to phone her back," Babe where were you I tried calling you but you did not pick up anyway so how is wedding planning going?" Kylie asks in her annoying voice that I cannot stand these days.

I'm too distracted to answer her as I'm staring at the beauty in front of me she still does that cute thing she always did when she was younger she always sleeps with a smile on her face it's weird but cute," Babe are listening?" Kylie asked interrupting my daydreaming.

" Sorry um yeah Rhea got it all under control," I say to be honest I don't even know what we planning and I don't know if I care anymore.

"I really hope she does baby I can't trust that bitch with my wedding but I trust you baby so why don't you get back soon and fuck me real good," Kylie says trying to sound flirtatious but honestly it's making me cringe, and want to throw up.

"Yeah, Kylie I got to go now," Kylie interrupts saying," I love you babe bye," I then say, "Bye." The word love is feeling foreign to me these days the more time I spend with Kylie the more I start to fall out of love I keep on telling myself all couples go through these obstacles it's probably just the nerves of the wedding.

I then decide to order two coffees just in case Rhea wakes up. The hotel staff delivers it quickly to my room. I then see Rhea shift in her sleep yawning I smile she is a natural beauty.

The first thing she does is go to the bathroom ignoring my presence I then hear her brushing her teeth she then comes out takes the coffee out of my hand and sips saying, "Now you can speak,"

I look at her and say, "I'm sorry about yesterday."

Rhea then just hums and says, "Okay."

I look at her strangely isn't she going to shout or scream does she not even care to scold me for my childishness i want a reaction out of her so bad.

"So what happened last night ?" I ask knowing what happened I just want to see her and what she has to say.

"You were just drunk and annoying that's it," she says not meeting my eye.

"Oh cool," I say, I smile to myself she does not want to admit what I said to her before I slept it's fine I will just refresh her memory.

I then walk towards pulling her towards me

"Ares what are you doing?" she asks trying to wiggle out of my grasp.

I then tuck a piece of hair behind her ears and say, "Oh just helping you remember what I said yesterday."