Always Been You (Robin Gibb Fanfiction)

Chapter 115

- Next Month: March 1st 1985 - 

Y/N's POV

Another month was here and this month was Andy's birthday. It would be fun to plan out a little birthday party for him. He said this year he does not care the kind of party he gets just to let him know when to stay away. It was kind of funny at this point he kind of came to expect it because I had this thing where I liked to plan out birthdays. I made Barry's birthday kind of a big deal this past year. The twin's birthday was a fun one and it was a lot of fun to plan out and make it happen. I was also so proud of Christmas it was like the holidays would come and go so quick and then it was like we begin again with Andy and his birthday. My birthday was in November but it was just any other day for me. 

"I think it is cute how you always do so much for other people but when it comes to you - it is like you do not care about yourself." Robin says 

"It is not that I do not care about myself but it is for the idea I choose to not have the attention on me." I say

"You have never liked to have the attention on you?" He asks 

"No, ever since I was a small child i did not like attention on me. It has always made me uncomfortable for some reason. It is one thing I have never grown out of." I say

"I think it is kind of insane how different we are. Growing up I always liked when me and my brothers had the attention on us. It was not for our ego but more for the idea how people were watching what we was doing." Robin says

"You guys have always had a craft." I say

"I know and the thing is this craft came natural for us. Like now I have been putting out solo work which I am so proud of." Robin replies 

"I know and I am so proud of you for doing so. I can't believe how much music you have created and put out on your own. It is kind of amazing and remarkable." I say

"Well me and  the boys have had our own ideas for a bit of time this was my time to put it out there." He says 

"I know and I think it is good you guys have been putting your ideas out there for those around you to see. And the public being able to have access to it." I say

"I like how the world gets to see the ideas I have and how I have decided to put them into the craft." Robin says 

"And you will always have a legacy." I say

"I think it is kind of nice to be able to see the way the world works." He says 

"Well moving on I think we should do something with our time." I say

"I think we should too but what could we do with our time?" He asks 

"I have no clue but I think we should do our little coffee talk if we walk down to the coffee shop." I say

"Oh yes we have not been to our favorite coffee shop in a while. I think it could be good for us." He replies 

"I was thinking we could also stop at the bakery for some baked items." I say

"Ooo, yes I want a croissant." He replies 

"I think we should head on out out then?" I ask but putting on shoes 

"I did not know you did not have shoes on those feet of yours." Robin says but with a chuckle

We would head out the door and head down to the cafe and bakery places.

"I like how we live in a town where we can walk to place and be able to enjoy our time in them and such." I say

"You would think the cafe would sell baked goods however it is one of those things where they don't compete with one another so it is good." He replies 

"I am thinking that is true the competition." I say

"I like how the world is now we do not have a competition between people. Sometimes people can be absurd in the way they make things into a competition." He replies 

"And I do not know why they do so because sometimes it is kind of sad." I say

We would drink our coffee and eat our foods.

"It could be nice to be able to do this more often. We have talked about this a couple of times but we never did continue our time." Robin says 

"I do think sometimes we should do this more often but we cannot with the time we have." I say

"I know I wish you did have more time to do the things we would want with our time but you do not give me the time of day." He replies 

"I am sorry I work a lot of the time." I say 

"I can't help you with the way you work so much and somehow you never have time." He replies 

"I just like to work to keep my mind distracted and if you cannot be okay with it then I do not know what to tell you." I say

"I am okay with it but you are going to burn yourself out we have had this conversation before." He replies 

"I think it is one of those things where you don't listen to me even if I listen to you closely." I say

"I do listen to you but sometimes it is one of those things I can't change or do different." He replies 

"Maybe I should just walk away and go home on my own." I say

"No, do not do that." He says 

I would walk out the door and he would start to follow me.

Thank you guys for reading! I do hope you guys enjoy this book as much as I enjoy writing it. Take care and stay safe <3